and few there be that know and love this
i received the free Gift of Salvation when God called me to His Son and later i was Baptized in the Holy Spirit
The Holy Spirit did for me as HE did for you = on my knees praying and reading and praying and studying while i worshipped Him.
"But you have an anointing from the Holy One, and you know all things.
I have not written to you because you do not know the truth, but because you know it, and that no lie is of the truth."
For you see your calling, brethren, that not many wise according to the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called.
But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty; and the base things of the world and the things which are despised God has chosen, and the things which are not, to bring to nothing the things that are, that no flesh should glory in His presence. But of Him you are in Christ Jesus, who became for us wisdom from God—and righteousness and sanctification and redemption— that, as it is written, “He who glories, let him glory in the Lord.”
Folks would call you a liar david . They would say the instant you came to GOD you were BAPTIZED in the HOLY SPIRIT .
But through the scrips and my own experience i can tell you this is not always the case .
NOW , IT IS TRUE THE HOLY SPIRIT WAS THE ONE WHO GUIDES US and led US TO FAITH IN CHRIST .
BUT there is a baptism of the HOLY GHOST . I was baptized in the HOLY GHOST
about three months after the SPIRIT had DRAWN ME TO FAITH IN CHRIST .
The SPIRIT began a work on me . IT led me on day ONE to believe on CHRIST
but then began to teach me WHO CHRIST WAS and to break me down .
AND BROKE ME DOWN IT DID MY FRIEND . The more i read the bible the more joy i had
and man He had me hours in it daily . UP to eight hours a day at times .
And by grace , HE has had me in it TO THIS DAY hours DAILY .
BUT what occured is , THOUGH my JOY IN HIM INCREASED
my awareness of the DIRE NEED of HIM INCREASED .
I came to the point where i realized THERE AINT ONE THING GOOD IN ME , BUT HIS SPIRIT .
I SAW EVIL as i never seen it before . EXCEEDING EVIL . AND I SAW IT IN MY OWN FLESH .
ANd one night i was literallly dragging myself on the ground , pleading for the LORD
to save me . FROM MY OWN SELF . YOU heard that RIGHT . FROM MY OWN FLESH .
I SAW THE MONSTER . It was not found in another man
it was found in my own flesh . IN other words i became so aware of SIN , SO aware of how evil it is
AND SO aware of how its present within my flesh . That i was literally dragging myself
along the ground and pleading for GOD to save me from the monster of my own flesh .
SEE , it wasnt churches that led me to THAT , IT was not men who led me
to the dire NEED of SUCH A SAVOIR . IT WAS GOD . TORAH DREW ME TO CHRIST .
HIS LOVE for the truth that he HAD PUT ON MY HEART , LED Me to an END of SELF and an awareness
of HOW GREAT A NEED I TRULY HAD FOR CHRIST . OH i was saved on day one . YET GOD led me To truth and the dire realization of my need for HIS CHRIST .
I had also began having dreams .
Right before the baptism of the HOLY GHOST had occured
i had seen a vision of what i call the dark one . I never saw such darkness .
THIS was a entity cloaked in a black that can only be described as a black far blacker than any man can create in cloth .
IT appeared and i was fearful of it . I saw no face . Within the hood of blackness
where a face should have been i saw only a blackness that far exceeds any black that man can make in cloth . THERE WAS ABSOLUTEY NO LIGHT in IT .
I awoke .
I also had such a hunger for GOD and had went to visist churches
for fellowship and a great desire to have fellowship and share CHRIST .
I could dance and praise like david during the praise times , yet when the preacher appeared
and began to teach i was always left empty .
YET always in the bible i had great filling , good fullfillment . I did not know THEN why that was .
But as i stayed in the bible , IT did not take long to figure out . SEE , GOD PUT A LOVE and HUNGER FOR HIM
FOR TRUTH on my heart and these men were not FEEDING TRUTH .
Anway back to the topic . Soon after the vision
I was home praying and praying to GOD , WHEN all of a sudden , I spoke a langauge .
IT was like it was coming to me and through me . IF that makes any sense .
I was not doing it . The next day i had another day vision
I again saw the dark one , YET NOW I had no fear of it and i pulled at my side for my sword
WHICH WAS INVISIBLE , and went right after it with no fear . THE SWORD was INVISIBLE
because our weapons are not carnal , BUT SPIRITUAL .
The dream i had later also confirmed this .
I was in a huge mall of sorts . People were running
from this Huge man . Hiding in corners .
I went out to face it . David , I could not overcome it . I was holding my ground against it
but i knew within me i was not going to able to hold it back .
THEN a voice came to me in the dream and said , IT IS NOT BY MIGHT but by MY SPIRIT
THEN all of a sudden i threw the thing around like a rag doll . GOD IS WITH THE LAMBS DAVID . HE
is our STRENGHT and HE ALONE . we can do nothing without HIM , BUT FAIL
BUT IN HIM WE WILL PREVAIL .