it's in you to hear the call, yes that seed, which was planted in all of us at birth, is in all of us, no matter how wicked/evil we become... (smile). but when we leave home on our own, we're too busy "SINNING" in the world, or......... while in church, to hear God's call, as was with the young Saul, then later name Paul.
now Paul's calling was not only to salvation, but to the ministry. understand all of us have been taught right from wrong by our parents. and sooner or later we all will get tired of the world, and you and the world will eventually get a divorce. as my mother, and I'm sure your mother and many more gave us good advice, mine was, "you're going out into the world, but always remember you can always come back to the church, meaning God". that always stuck with me, and I'm sure your parents and many more was told something along these lines.
so some come to God on his call, and some the devil be whipping their backside so bad ... run back to the church. so either way one get back to church, "SAFETY" in Lord Jesus is guaranteed, and above all, SALVATION is "FREE". it cost nothing.
one other thing, even the worst criminal,,, meaning spiritual, when trouble hits, the first thing out of their mouth... "Lord have mercy", and it's automatic. because someone, if not his, or her parents, an uncle, aunt, grandmother, or even a friend, has spoken to them about God, directly or indirectly, they know God, or rather heard of him. so don't worry, when God calls you, or whoever, you will respond, that's why the old folk as I an now prayed for their and other's children, until they come home to "CHURCH", safety.
hoped that helped.
PICJAG
101G The "Spiritual Saboteur"
Well, I'm not sure if it helped or not. I like what you wrote, for sure. Here's the thing: I've been part of the "church" since the day I was born. From my earliest memories, I have attended "church." But . . . I've never met a single person who has undergone an actual Transformation as discussed in Romans 12:2. Yes, I've had many people say that God transformed them [out] of drugs, alcoholism, etc . . . but that happens to people from all walks of life . . . even Devil-worshippers. But I've never met anyone that described a life of total Transformation to the degree that they really and Truly are, an entirely New Creation.
I'm curious . . . how had the Lord Transformed your entire Mind, to the degree that you can hardly remember what it was like living as the Old "Man"? What happened to you? How did you change? Was it God that changed you? If so, do you feel that it was a total Miracle that you have Turned from a man whose Father was the Devil, to a man whose Father is Christ, thus sharing in His Divine Nature as described in 2nd Peter 2:1-4?
One day, I hope someone can tell me what it is that Christ does to us, to ensure that we will be Transformed and Obey. :)