Everyone has heard of the word coerce before. It means to persuade an unwilling person to do something by using force or threats.
Nobody likes being coerced; it is a disingenuous act that makes victims feel deeply violated.
Yet something terrible happened to me last night: God coerced me into apologizing on behalf of something horrible demons did to someone else. And then God told me I have to suffer with demons for yet another day despite going through horrific anxiety doing exactly what he wanted!
For over ten years now demons have been attached onto me. This doesn’t make sense because I have accepted Jesus as redeemer of my sins. Our savior took the penalty for humanity’s transgressions by dying on the cross, giving redemption and salvation for all who believe in his sacrifice. Yet God thinks demons should be allowed to attach onto me and cause untold suffering if I am even the slightest bit imperfect. I asked God countless times why he thinks this way if Jesus took the penalty for our sins, but he never bothers to return an answer.
It's extremely hard to be perfect. If I were to do something very harmless like drink a sip of wine, God tells me I “sinned” and therefore have to suffer with demons. The sick part is that God won’t remove them unless I am perfect for an entire day, forcing me to walk on eggshells the whole time, and then he says he will remove them that night—except that isn’t always the case.
Many times God unfairly moves the goalposts. I’ll do what he wants and be perfect for an entire day, and then he says, “Wait, you were guilty for this or that, therefore suffer for another day with demons.” He doesn’t even care that I tried so hard to do what he wanted!
Speaking of the wine subject, it is extremely odd that the Bible says Jesus turned water into wine and drank wine during the Last Supper. Many times I asked God why he thinks wine is such an atrocious sin when the Bible approves of it. For years God refused to answer my question, but recently he told me that the Bible contains misinformation about that subject. Um, really? It’s odd God should say this, because previously he told me the Bible didn’t have any mistakes.
But yeah, returning to what we talking about…
I spent the entire day yesterday doing what God wanted by not sinning. I didn’t drink wine or do some other “atrocious” sin. When night came God failed to keep his word yet again, and this time he wanted me to apologize on behalf of the demons, using threats.
The demons had previously destroyed the genitals of someone on a parallel dimension for no obvious reason, and God told me I was responsible for the demons’ horrible actions. This doesn’t make any sense, because if I kill someone based on my own will then I alone am responsible for murder, not anyone else.
When God told me about what happened, I told him exactly what I think: I didn’t castrate anyone. The demons castrated someone on their own will, therefore they are responsible, not me.
This is a completely logical way to think. Unfortunately God isn’t always rational.
God kept highlighting the demons talking where they were plotting to kill me, implying that if I don’t apologize on behalf of the demons for castration someone, then he would let them kill me.
Since I was being threatened, I gave God exactly what he wanted: A false, insincere confession.
Yet God still didn’t remove the demons!
If the demons are castrating and murdering other people on parallel dimensions, that is a reason to get rid of them; it’s isn’t a reason for me to continue suffering with them where they have the ability to castrate and kill even more people. But again, God doesn’t appear to think rationally all the time.
The sad thing is that God has been treating me poorly like this for over ten years. And there is no end in sight to my suffering. If only God would have just a shred of compassion I would finally be able to work and have a normal life. But I guess being compassionate is beneath God.
I want everyone to pray to God and ask him when he plans on getting rid of the demons. It’s been over ten years of suffering, and God refuses to tell me when he will get rid of them. I want to know when God plans on getting rid of the demons. If I knew, then I wouldn’t have to waste my time trying so hard not to sin, only to be told I wasn’t good enough over this or that so-called "error" by the divine narcissist and then made to suffer even more.
Nobody likes being coerced; it is a disingenuous act that makes victims feel deeply violated.
Yet something terrible happened to me last night: God coerced me into apologizing on behalf of something horrible demons did to someone else. And then God told me I have to suffer with demons for yet another day despite going through horrific anxiety doing exactly what he wanted!
For over ten years now demons have been attached onto me. This doesn’t make sense because I have accepted Jesus as redeemer of my sins. Our savior took the penalty for humanity’s transgressions by dying on the cross, giving redemption and salvation for all who believe in his sacrifice. Yet God thinks demons should be allowed to attach onto me and cause untold suffering if I am even the slightest bit imperfect. I asked God countless times why he thinks this way if Jesus took the penalty for our sins, but he never bothers to return an answer.
It's extremely hard to be perfect. If I were to do something very harmless like drink a sip of wine, God tells me I “sinned” and therefore have to suffer with demons. The sick part is that God won’t remove them unless I am perfect for an entire day, forcing me to walk on eggshells the whole time, and then he says he will remove them that night—except that isn’t always the case.
Many times God unfairly moves the goalposts. I’ll do what he wants and be perfect for an entire day, and then he says, “Wait, you were guilty for this or that, therefore suffer for another day with demons.” He doesn’t even care that I tried so hard to do what he wanted!
Speaking of the wine subject, it is extremely odd that the Bible says Jesus turned water into wine and drank wine during the Last Supper. Many times I asked God why he thinks wine is such an atrocious sin when the Bible approves of it. For years God refused to answer my question, but recently he told me that the Bible contains misinformation about that subject. Um, really? It’s odd God should say this, because previously he told me the Bible didn’t have any mistakes.
But yeah, returning to what we talking about…
I spent the entire day yesterday doing what God wanted by not sinning. I didn’t drink wine or do some other “atrocious” sin. When night came God failed to keep his word yet again, and this time he wanted me to apologize on behalf of the demons, using threats.
The demons had previously destroyed the genitals of someone on a parallel dimension for no obvious reason, and God told me I was responsible for the demons’ horrible actions. This doesn’t make any sense, because if I kill someone based on my own will then I alone am responsible for murder, not anyone else.
When God told me about what happened, I told him exactly what I think: I didn’t castrate anyone. The demons castrated someone on their own will, therefore they are responsible, not me.
This is a completely logical way to think. Unfortunately God isn’t always rational.
God kept highlighting the demons talking where they were plotting to kill me, implying that if I don’t apologize on behalf of the demons for castration someone, then he would let them kill me.
Since I was being threatened, I gave God exactly what he wanted: A false, insincere confession.
Yet God still didn’t remove the demons!
If the demons are castrating and murdering other people on parallel dimensions, that is a reason to get rid of them; it’s isn’t a reason for me to continue suffering with them where they have the ability to castrate and kill even more people. But again, God doesn’t appear to think rationally all the time.
The sad thing is that God has been treating me poorly like this for over ten years. And there is no end in sight to my suffering. If only God would have just a shred of compassion I would finally be able to work and have a normal life. But I guess being compassionate is beneath God.
I want everyone to pray to God and ask him when he plans on getting rid of the demons. It’s been over ten years of suffering, and God refuses to tell me when he will get rid of them. I want to know when God plans on getting rid of the demons. If I knew, then I wouldn’t have to waste my time trying so hard not to sin, only to be told I wasn’t good enough over this or that so-called "error" by the divine narcissist and then made to suffer even more.
