I heard a radio talk show where a pastor was having people call in and say rather or not they went to church. He said " I do not believe some one can not go to church and be a christian. so everyone called in and gave their opinions . I went to church , better yet my family and I "lived" there. Iwas in a singing group on sun am. We (my husband and I ) led a bible study,once a week . We were there weds nights and I had a womens bible group on Monday nights. My husband would wake up early 4am once a week to go and pray with the brothers. We did alot. My church was full of people who earnestly loved and sought after God. As we all know peole are falliable .We became arrogant and God ripped the carpet from beneath our feet. The church fell apart. It became a place of backbiting and accusations . It litterally broke my heart. Serving in my church was my life . I loved it. Its been 5 years I have visited alot of churches . I cant find one that teaches the bible instead of opinions or that actually has praise and worship. I read theBible and share Christ every chance I get but I really miss the fellowship.Ido believe im a Christian (a follower of christ) but I know scripture says (do not give up meeting together) Its so hard to find people who have zeal for the Lord.