God promises we will find Him when we seek Him with our whole heart.
Sometimes I just get hungry for God's presence to the point where I want a special encounter with Him like when Moses said "Show me your glory".
Can anyone relate to this?
Don't get me wrong, His presence is with me all day. But I sometimes want that Moses-like moment.
Ill do anything for it.
Because God had emotions and feelings just like we do. And He's personal. A Personal Being I want to know better. I already experience His blessings but I want to experience Him.
I haven’t seen His Glory but I have experienced his pain (microscopic portion).
I had been in prayer before going to bed...after finishing I climbed in bed and the brightness and fullness of the moon was shining brightly through my bedroom windows...I couldn't help but want to get up and look out my window to view the splendor of it...I sat on my sofa, opened my blinds and just sat in awe of how beautiful the moon looked that night.
I told God how awesome His creation is and I just became overwhelmed by the beauty of everything He created...
I praised Him and worshipped Him and sang a song...
Then while sitting there meditating on Him while having my eyes fixated on the moon, I began to experience a slight pain in my heart...it kept intensifying and getting worse to the point I couldn't hardly bare the pain anymore...
Then it suddenly left....
I said, Father, WHAT was THAT all about...
He said, I let you experience a tiny portion of how I grieve for my people who are lost and hurting and are captive to the lies of the enemy that is destroying their faith....you can't receive the fullness of my grief and pain because it would be more than the body could handle and you would have died.
I said, oh Father, I am grieved as well, just feeling that small portion was like nothing I have ever felt before...I felt like my heart was breaking apart...
What can I do...tell me and I will obey...
He said, Go and set my captives free......so I have been doing that since that very night....
It was the only time I have felt His heart in such an intense way..