i am unable to Read this book you posted - please take one point you wish to convey and we will discuss - THANK YOU
LOL belly roll....then that might be your problem with the Bible. Most of that was Bible verses. LOL
Ya know, the scriptures did not originally have chapter and verse numbers.
They numbered them so people could take it slow.
The study of Beliefs....Truths....Facts
As far as convictions or faith, beliefs can deny, reject, or ignore truths or facts.
There is no latch in the mind for rejection of falsehoods. no physical connection to reality.
Once the mind decides to believe something it can be set in a personal reality.
"As crazy as it sounds" they have observed this in abnormal psychology. LOL
A person can literally live in an alternate reality. An it can be emotionally disturbing to find out that that reality is not real.
This is what makes it so tough to reassess beliefs.
This is what makes religious beliefs so strong. This can be seen in the challenge that interventionists have with rescuing someone that has believed a cult's theology. They may know that they have been fooled, that they have been controlled, that they have been abused, but the shocking thing is, that they find it comforting and rejecting that reality is disturbing and scary. Not that abnormal Psychology or cult beliefs apply to you.
By nature we are social creatures and we like to "fitting in" Others believe what I believe and I believe what they believe. The other side of it all, Truth can be alarming and shocking and not always nice or comforting. For example the Old Testament can be a horrible shock to people because it can be cruel and violent and can seem so unlike a good God. Why? Because it is a whole different reality, one that is alien to ours and is so objectionable to Christian morals and standards.
It is a tough world, religious freedoms are that you can live a fantasy if you want. So the choice is yours.