There's a frightening reality in the Christian life these days that few dare to admit nor discuss.
So many cry over their sins, feel deeply moved in a religious services, walk to the front while moved by an emotional song; they even soak their rarely opened Bibles with tears and still never actually repent (change of mind).
They know how to be broken in the moment, but they don't change enough to refrain from the same sins in the week or month that follow. They feel real bad inside. They say to the Lord that they're so very sorry. They promise God that this time, this time indeed, it will all be different, and yet the pattern of their sinful lives repeats again and again and again.
The emotions are always so strong at the realization that they've yet fallen again from those same sins, but the chains of bondage remain intact and constraining. The sin returns like a familiar visitor, like an unwelcome guest, and yet they open the door wide because, in truth, they've never moved out of the house where all those sins live.
They have grown fluent in sorrowful shows before the eyes of others and even their own image in the mirror, but they are still a stranger to true, lasting repentance.
Charles Spurgeon once warned that there is a pseudo-repentance that needs to be repented of in so many lives. He wasn't necessarily mocking all the shed tears, he was exposing a shallow kind of sorrow that leaves the heart untouched to the depths of one's being. Sin-scape overflowing through so many lives can fill altars, but it doesn't empty strongholds. It can produce convulsive weeping without killing a single sin. This kind of false repentance is not a minor weakness. It's a deadly self-deception to a life desiring righteousness, but never seeming capable of finding and embracing it.
What are your experiences with this phenomenon? I'm not looking for open confessions here. It's between you and the Lord, but speaking of this ever so common problem in these bodies of death and sin we occupy, what have you learned about yourself in how to beat down and utterly defeat the sins in your life that were so hard to defeat...IF you have indeed defeated those recurring sins?
BTW
So many cry over their sins, feel deeply moved in a religious services, walk to the front while moved by an emotional song; they even soak their rarely opened Bibles with tears and still never actually repent (change of mind).
They know how to be broken in the moment, but they don't change enough to refrain from the same sins in the week or month that follow. They feel real bad inside. They say to the Lord that they're so very sorry. They promise God that this time, this time indeed, it will all be different, and yet the pattern of their sinful lives repeats again and again and again.
The emotions are always so strong at the realization that they've yet fallen again from those same sins, but the chains of bondage remain intact and constraining. The sin returns like a familiar visitor, like an unwelcome guest, and yet they open the door wide because, in truth, they've never moved out of the house where all those sins live.
They have grown fluent in sorrowful shows before the eyes of others and even their own image in the mirror, but they are still a stranger to true, lasting repentance.
Charles Spurgeon once warned that there is a pseudo-repentance that needs to be repented of in so many lives. He wasn't necessarily mocking all the shed tears, he was exposing a shallow kind of sorrow that leaves the heart untouched to the depths of one's being. Sin-scape overflowing through so many lives can fill altars, but it doesn't empty strongholds. It can produce convulsive weeping without killing a single sin. This kind of false repentance is not a minor weakness. It's a deadly self-deception to a life desiring righteousness, but never seeming capable of finding and embracing it.
What are your experiences with this phenomenon? I'm not looking for open confessions here. It's between you and the Lord, but speaking of this ever so common problem in these bodies of death and sin we occupy, what have you learned about yourself in how to beat down and utterly defeat the sins in your life that were so hard to defeat...IF you have indeed defeated those recurring sins?
BTW