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Keep praying. Keep clinging to God. Entrust your whole being (with your will as the Christian front) under the covering of the Lord Jesus Christ. Have regular discussions with parts that you are fighting for their freedom and safety ....and keep loving them. Stay in the Word. Cling to His promises.How do you know if they are still accessing you, they will make sure that there are no bruises on the body as that would be a telltale sign, but how do you know?
How can I as the front alter stop it?
Is there a way for me to stop it?
The rest of my alters will not abide by my prayers as they are serving darkness, so how do I stop them?
As I stated in my previous post, you can just about guarantee accessing is happening until one has enough deprogramming and co-consciousness and/or alters have merged/integrated. Usually, in the final stages of deprogramming, alters will have shared with you their cues as well as who their handlers are. And although it's true they do mot like to leave visible signs of accessing ....it usually isn't necessary to use physical force when alters are obeying cues. But when alters begin refusing to respond to cues, there is often more force used in order to access, and often, attempts (successful or not) to reprogram.How do you know if they are still accessing you, they will make sure that there are no bruises on the body as that would be a telltale sign, but how do you know?
How can I as the front alter stop it?
Is there a way for me to stop it?
The rest of my alters will not abide by my prayers as they are serving darkness, so how do I stop them?
Yes there was things that made me think about things I remember related to South America and also Mt Shasta and underground cities. I've always had memories of those from childhood. I am relistening to it because I fell asleep before it was done.Did you watch the link about South America (Timothy Alberino), was there anything that triggered you, you found interesting, or made you think about your own memories?
I didn't know about the copy of Macchi Pichu, I still want to have a look at it sometime.
Yes ...both, as they are one and the same. And yet, there are more/higher people and organizations involved than the government.Was it the cult or government, or both hounding you? I guess both.
Pray each day and evening, binding all demonic tactics working in handlers, programmers, etc to access you/parts.So, since I never had formal counseling apart from pep talks and self-study, I am as open as a book to them.
My next question is how effective is prayer then against them calling up the body for "outdoor excursions?"
Is there a way for me to pray that the body must stay put since all the alters serve the dark side?
God's design is that the body of Christ function together.Why is it that there is no one to help us (all the millions of us worldwide), and while I typed those words, HOLY SPIRIT said: "What have you done to remedy the problem?" And here I sit with no answer. Do you think we put ourselves in a cage and then blame others when we can't fly away?
Yes, both ...one and the same, basically. When I say "the cult" I'm referring to those who are part of the beast system who runs the world.... from the very top, all the way to the lower/local levels.Was it the cult or government, or both hounding you? I guess both.
As far as I know, I've not noticed this happening. But I don't doubt it. It can happen for various reasons ...one would be medical or genetic experimentation. Another might be spiritually rooted. I'm leaning toward it being medical experimentation or altering of some sort.have to ask you this, have you ever come across the color of people's eyes changing over time?
My mom and late brother had the same eyes, hazel, and about two years before my brother died, his eyes had changed to a muddy blue, and the same with my mom's eyes, it's so weird. Honestly, I don't know what to make of it. I didn't see my mom for a couple of years and then when I saw her again, her eyes, freaked me out, and then the same with my brother hadn't seen him for years and their eye color was the same - how do things like this happen?
There are so many different ways men are used, tbh. Trafficking, handling, assassins, spies ....almost anything women are used for, with obvious differences. More men are handlers than women. Men on average do not usually have as complex alter systems as women because it takes less torture for their alters to agree to identify with a perpetrator role. Women/females on the other hand, resist a a lot more, and also have a much higher pain tolerance. So they will be tortured and shattered over and over and over until they get alters who are compliant. This is not always the case, but the majority of the time, it is.What are men used for? Usually it is only "female" survivors stories that gets published and hardly any male stories.
Not really a list, but I have tons of journals in various forms.Have you ever made a list of all your memories, the things you have recalled?
I also have been told by a doctor that I have PTSD.I have what soldiers get PTSD, when I hear sounds at night it releases memories, I could say I am used to by now, sometimes I wish the memories would just continue but as soon as it stops it leaves me and if I didn't focussed on just one thing, the memory is gone and most of the time I just don't remember them, except to know that I had them.
Was there ever a time when you had better communication and connection with alters?How do I break the "silence barrier" and get my alters to speak with me? How? Would it make counseling easier?