i know that im hell bound and deserve hell. But i feel no conviction of my sin. I believe what the Bible says, i really do. But im just too cynical i suppose to have any hope about anything. When something bad happens to me, i tell myself not to pray because i deserve every bad thing that happens to me. And yet, everyday when i sin, i know im sinning yet i still go through with it. To be honest, i really do believe i just want salvation so that i dont goto hell. Like its a get outta hell for free card.
You already “ have” a “ get out of Hell card” , but it’s not for “Free”—— It Cost God His Son and it cost His Son His Life.......
God is not looking for Fools, and only an utter Fool would have no fear of Hell....
Your Sins are already paid for, just like Hitlers Sins were paid for ......Hitler is in Hell today NOT because of his sins....he is in Hell because he did not “ cash in” to what had already been accomplished FOR him.....How does one “ cash in?” How does one NOT end up Lost Forever like Hitler ? Simply Believe Paul’s Gospel Of Grace, Given to Him by Jesus personally.....It’s found in 1 Cor15:1-4... Simply Believe that Jesus DIED for all of this sins that you are justifiably concerned about..... Simply Believe that He rose from the Dead......SimplyBelieve these two things and God has Promised that He will Save you Forever......
If you truly Believe this “ Good News” , God will put His Holy Spirit in you and He will “ Finish the work that He started”—— if you simply “ Turn to Him with Faith in His Son , Christ Jesus, He has Promised to
SAVE you “ to the Uttermost”........
God , simply because of His Love and Mercy for helpless and hopeless sinners ( you think you are the ONLY ONE that derives enjoyment from Sin and doesn’t want to abandon it? Even the Bible admits that there us “ pleasure in Sin” ) has offered you and me and everybody in the World the BEST DEAL imaginable —- Jesus takes * your* Sins and in turn you get *HIS* Righteousness.......you wanna talk about “ Fools?” ....Only a Pure Fool would Reject an offer like this!
So now the question is “ What will you do with Christ’s Free offer”? The Gospel you must Believe to be Saved is NOT what you do for God —- quite the opposite, in fact—- the Gospel is what GOD has Done for YOU!
This Gospel is “ Foolishness” to those that “ Perish”.......To be Saved, one must hear the Gospel and then must Believe the Gospel......The Bible relates the little- known story of “ Lydia, the Seller Of Purple” and reveals that God “ opened her heart” to the reception of His Gospel ( 1Cor15:1-4) What’s true for Lydia is True for the rest of us—- has God “ opened your heart” to Believe and therefore REST in His Gospel ? I hope so......if not , try getting on your knees and crying out to God to “ have Mercy on me, a Sinner”......Pray for the Contrite Heart That Only God's Holy Spirit can give you.....” NOBODY can come to God lest the Spirit draw him.” THIS is the Starting Point Of True Christianity .....May God bless you with “ ears to hear”...... Good Luck!