I have had enough Alexanders in my experience too. The worst thing done to me was done by another Christian. God never really showed me that she was repaid for her vile evil. A Christian youth pastor did something evil to my family, but I did see him brought down: his family was shamed in the nationwide news - not just the local news; the nationwide news. They lost their business. They still have a "church" however that we think they use to live off the donations - they're that corrupt. So I know what you mean about Alexanders (or Judas Iscariots). I'm glad that you've kept coming back. I think Satan wants to drive people away and make the body lose that person's gifts.
Do remember this scripture, I'm sure you do.
2Thessalonians 1:6
For indeed
it is righteous with God to repay those oppressing you with affliction,
I've both seen, heard and read of those that God repaid. Some with death.
A sawyer running a head rig at a large western sawmill kept mocking a Christian for his witness. This went on and on. The logs they were sawing were huge and they used steam to do everything. One day a log wasn't clear when another one was being fed onto the carriage. When the sawyer set the feed to move the carriage to the saw it fired the log through the Sawyer's cab killing him instantly. Everyone knew his opposition to the gospel. He mocked God once too often.
A friend working for Mo-pac had another that mocked him. The man was stricken with "emerods"! They were so bad he couldn't work.
Two years ago satan tried to kill me in a car wreck but God saved me sure enough. Our first new car in twelve years was a total loss with $16K damage. I received a concussion.
After waiting for a settlement for two years we finally received a check a couple of weeks ago. FIVE months after it was written, coming in a beat up envelope. The cash by date had expired two months ago. We had to go around the world to finally get our due money and still came out behind.
A few years ago I was doing contract design work for a company building a water park in Memphis Tennessee. Everyone on the project received their checks on time except me. It was Christmas eve and the bank called saying several of my checks had been returned.
I called my employer who was also a friend and explained the situation. He told me to drive over to Hot Springs and he would give me whatever I needed so we all jumped in the car.
In a hurry on Christmas eve I was stopped for speeding. The officer asked the perfect question. "Mr Jennings where are you going"? I answered "well let me tell you".
He listened thoughtfully, smiled and said just watch your speed and ya'll have a merry Christmas. We got some money and later F ound that the parent company had many bank accounts and had written my checks from a depleted one. After that boondoggle things straightened out.
After 53 years of marriage my wife and I just look at each other when these afflictions come and know we're not dancing to a new tune. Ha hahahaha!
When our second child Joanna was born it was a tough time. Finally we got home exhausted with our new beautiful daughter. No sooner had we gotten home the hospital called and said we needed to bring our baby back. Her jaundice level was too high and needed treatment. Even after having a Caesarian section my brave wife and two year old son Nathan climbed back into our truck for another fifty mile trip to the Little Rock Hospital. I carried our wee bundle back upstairs to the maternity ward. A nurse met me and I handed over my heart to her. Though that was 36 years ago I still recall the depth of compassion coming from that nurse's eyes. When I got back to the parking lot my truck wouldn't start. I felt as if the world were on my shoulders. I rolled up my sleeves and solved the problem. But God helped me and my wife through and five days later we got to bring our little girl home. She lived with us for 15 wonderful years until her life was whisked away with the help of a drinking driver. He was killed as was his twenty something year old disabled daughter. One sinner destroys, kills much good. It was best for that man to not to have to face me such was my hurt and rage at him.
Tribulation is tribulation whether it comes through daily events or a wicked person or one ignorantly being controlled by Satan.
When we finally received God's promise of a child, a son, and my wife was pregnant we were overjoyed but tribulation struck. Satan attacked my body so that everything I are turned to water within15 minutes of eating. I lost weight and was white as that proverbial sheet. Here we were waiting on our miracle baby and fighting this. Through prayer and faith I fought my way through but it took months of spiritual warfare. Many deliverances are not as soon as we would like. THROUGH MUCH TRIBULATION DO WE ENTER INTO THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN. T
The pathway to heaven is awash with the tears of those traveling to the Heavenly city.
We all reproach ourselves for not having enough faith. But the Holy Spirit told me this.
The continuity of our prayers even though we see no improvement is faith at it's best. Continuing to believe that God is for you when everything else says different.
Instant deliverance, healing, wisdom and strength is inspiring. But to hang in there day after day after others have given up is a faith gift for from God.
It's that indefinable something that causes us to pray again and again even though a million devils are screaming it is useless.
Tribulation works patience. Patience works experience. What experience? That God will deliver us if we don't give up.
God will take care of the evil doers in his own way and in his own time. Leave them to him. Vengeance is HIS and he will repay them to their face. Don't fret yourself they are on God's calendar. AMEN
Deuteronomy 7:10
But those who hate Him He repays to their faces with destruction; He will not hesitate to repay to his face the one who hates Him.