Praying that I can stay the course and endure, not cut everyone and everything off, and not disappear into the wilderness which is the only place on this earth I ever loved. It's getting harder to remain with every passing day because those whom I thought I knew are like strangers to me now. I don't know them, and they don't know me.
Praying for you.
Jesus took time away when he entered the desert and fasted there 40 days.
If you love the wilderness where Internet ,TV, politics, conflicts between person's who cleave to ideas more than open peace, cease to exist, go.
Find yourself again in that state of mind you miss, if you feel beset now in your thoughts.
It is possible to outgrow friends and aquaintences. We move forward in our spirituality, maturity, what have you. And next thing we know, those whom we got on with before are like strangers speaking a different language. We've moved past what we use to share in common.
That's how life is suppose to work I think. We're not to stay in one place or amid a people forever. Rather, I think we're meant to share together, learn from one another, grow in our experiences with others for a time and then move on. Taking the gifts we gathered to ourselves from those relationships , and gifted others with too, and carry forth to new places and people.
Bringing what we now have to offer others with us. And while living open to being blessed with more experiences and knowledge that shall allow us to continue to serve God's plan for us no matter where we find ourselves.
Maybe your feeling you don't know people where you are now, not do they know you anymore, is that God given sign it's time to continue your journey in his light and plans that he has for you.
God bless.
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