Hello helmet
Please take this as intended.
Real salvation has NOTHING to do with, “keeping the 10 commandments”, or “forgiving those that have sinned against us” or “going to mass or confession”....etc, etc.
And you said all of this, then you talked about God giving you grace.
Grace means, “unmerited favor”: God’s only saves us, when we aren't doing anything to save ourselves.
Clearly you are doing things, to try and save yourself and this is keeping you unsaved.
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Bible Salvation is not by our good works.......
Ephesians 2:8-9
V.8 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: [it is] the gift of God:
V.9 Not of works, lest any man should boast.
Bible Salvation, must be a gift.....
John 4:10 Jesus answered and said unto her, If thou knewest the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink; thou wouldest have asked of him, and he would have given thee living water.
Acts 10:45 And they of the circumcision which believed were astonished, as many as came with Peter, because that on the Gentiles also was poured out the gift of the Holy Ghost.
Romans 5:15 But not as the offence, so also is the free gift. For if through the offence of one many be dead, much more the grace of God, and the gift by grace, which is by one man, Jesus Christ, hath abounded unto many.
Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.
Ephesians 3:7 Whereof I was made a minister, according to the gift of the grace of God given unto me by the effectual working of his power.
2 Corinthians 9:15 Thanks be unto God for his unspeakable gift.
If you don’t “stop working to get yourself saved”, you will never truly get saved.
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I have only said this, because I care about you and just want you to know the truth.