Day#5
Scripture: Jeremiah 29:11; John 4:13; John 4:28-30; John 4:39-42; 1 Corithians 1: 26-29
Journal Prompt
Think about how Jesus has turned your weaknesses, pain and failures into joy and freedom. God can use your story to bring salvation, encouragement and freedom to others. Consider writing your testimony and sharing this good news with those who need to hear the Gospel.
"From that city many of the Samaritans believed in Him because of the word of the woman who testified, “He told me all the things that I have done.” So when the Samaritans came to Jesus, they were asking Him to stay with them; and He stayed there two days. Many more believed because of His word; and they were saying to the woman, “It is no longer because of what you said that we believe, for we have heard for ourselves and know that this One is indeed the Savior of the world.”
John 4:39-42 NASB1995
"For consider your calling, brethren, that there were not many wise according to the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble; but God has chosen the foolish things of the world to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to shame the things which are strong, and the base things of the world and the despised God has chosen, the things that are not, so that He may nullify the things that are, so that no man may boast before God."
1 Corinthians 1:26-29 NASB1995
My thoughts: When opportinities come up, I share parts of my testimony, because it is a book! There are many testimonies in me what God has done in my life. And I have felt lead a lot lately to share my whole testimony again as of the date. I just havent in forever, because it is easy to get stuck in what the past was rather then what God has done. But I am sure grateful. So Ill work on that and decide what to share on CB...but I am grateful out of everything, God chose us to share with others about His goodness and salvation.
I'm not really sure of what to share about my testimony so I'll try.
I was going through an episode of extreme heartbreak and called out to God for help. At the time, I was a witch, alcoholic, using marijuana. To give you an idea of how bad it was, I was considered "skilled" in astrology, hypnosis, tarot, I-Ching, runes, past life regression, astral projection, palm reading, numerology, and everything else.
I had an experience in April 2009 where I
knew that I would marry a particular person that I saw online. Basically said we would meet, fall in love, then break up for a while, then we would get back together, marry, and have a child the next year. (I can remember the date for this easily, because my son was only a few weeks old in the living room and thought about another child and thought "I don't really know if I want that.")
Didn't say too much to him. I'm not going to say too much about him, because I'm not going to expose someone so I'm going to keep those details out. Anyway, right after that within minutes I started "hearing" a lot of things that would happen. Those things that I
heard weren't true and usually are not. (That would be something I would have to learn about later.) But when he first ignored me in 2009 for a good reason, that hurt, and I didn't get why and laughed at myself because I didn't get why I would even care. I didn't know the guy. So never had anything to do with him again.
So about seven years later, he actually found me by chance. Don't think he remembered me. It was really hard to get his attention. The first part happened- at least love on my side. There was something sort of "demonically" influenced is all that I could explain it to be that was causing me to say the worst things and make myself out to be really, really
bad. Just bad. Then I got ghosted.
I cried out desperately for God to just fix it and I had a visitation in 2016. Didn't see him, just had a vision over my head while sleeping, a hand sticking out of a indigo purple light and woke up "knowing" everything. That knowing started off with a lot of pacing saying "God exists!" I knew that what I was told was to give up my witchcraft and trust him and then he would fix it.
Well, I didn't give up the witchcraft right away and messed up but along the way, I did and I had to learn to avoid "witchcraft" type stuff that actually exists in the churches. I had a lot of experiences most people on here wouldn't believe. I went nuts for a little while after falling under spiritual attack, and counting down the days... 1,500+ days now. The first few days I thought it would be a day or so, then I had false impressions looking for "signs" (false signs) that made me think a day, a month, just a couple more weeks, one more year, etc.
So 1,500+ days of pain and waiting and not a day has passed where I was 100% okay.
Eventually as time went on I grew a lot closer to God. It was never fixed, but since it was what led me to Christ, and that was the whole purpose. It was never fixed, and I'm still stuck wondering if it was because it wasn't time or if it's because sometimes God's promises
are conditional and I broke all of the conditions. But I have Jesus now and I had learned more than the average person should ever actually have to - and I'm free from witchcraft, alcohol, and marijuana.