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I've had better days than today. Too many flashbacks, too many traumatic images replaying over and over. So I think maybe I'll listen to my favorite rain and thunderstorm video and hopefully that will help me sleep peacefully without nightmares. Tomorrow is a new day. Sleep well everyone.

Holding you up in prayer, sister. I'm sorry you've had a rough day.
 

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Father, my heart goes out to all these You have brought here to fellowship together in Your presence. I don't know why it sometimes seems we all have rough days all at once. All I know to do is trust You to bring us through the trials that sometimes seem to impact us in a flood. I ask You to grant each of us the wisdom we will need to get through today. Give us insight into how to handle whatever comes up, in ways that will allow us to find healing in Your presence. I ask You to open the eyes and ears of our hearts to hear and see and experience Your presence with us, individually and personally, today. Please move in us, through us and toward us in ways that will empower us to experience and advance the power and authority of Your Kingdom in our lives. In all we perceive today that seems chaotic, puzzling and confusing today, we ask You to minister Your peace, revelation and understanding. Show us Your glory, Father. Amen.
 

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Father, my heart goes out to all these You have brought here to fellowship together in Your presence. I don't know why it sometimes seems we all have rough days all at once. All I know to do is trust You to bring us through the trials that sometimes seem to impact us in a flood. I ask You to grant each of us the wisdom we will need to get through today. Give us insight into how to handle whatever comes up, in ways that will allow us to find healing in Your presence. I ask You to open the eyes and ears of our hearts to hear and see and experience Your presence with us, individually and personally, today. Please move in us, through us and toward us in ways that will empower us to experience and advance the power and authority of Your Kingdom in our lives. In all we perceive today that seems chaotic, puzzling and confusing today, we ask You to minister Your peace, revelation and understanding. Show us Your glory, Father. Amen.
Thank You, Lord....amen!
 

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God Save That Little Boy By Motivational Speaker Derek Clark

My Alcoholic and Abusive Dad - Song - Childhood Trauma Keynote Speaker Derek Clark
 
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Recently, I watched the testimony of an Ex-Satanist and realized I wanted to have a deeper walk with God that could stand up to dark forces in our world and engage in spiritual warfare.

Ill admit, a big part of me didn't want to know about about SRA and the trauma people go through. But I am thankful for this thread and and hope to stand in the gap against this evil.

I don't pretend to have a full understanding but Im willing to learn.
Hello, @Wynona. I have been meaning to come back and welcome you and thank you for the interest you showed in learning more about SRA/MK. It's encouraging when others in the body of Christ show an interest in learning and praying for victims/survivors, and perhaps even walking with them in their journeys to healing and freedom. Idk where the Lord will take you as you seek to learn, but I know you can pray and share His love with survivors. Those things go a long ways. :)
 
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You're also in the company of some who do understand you. So keep talking so that those who don't will. Because they need to know and understand.


Most churches don't teach people about these things. They avoid it. They are not equipped to handle it. They don't know what real spiritual warfare is even when these evil people infiltrate their churches and take over.


There are those of us who have laid down our lives for others. We understand. I can still remember what that evil demon posing as a preacher said to me when I laid down my life to save a child and a baby. He said, "Are you going to try to stop me? You better do it now but you won't make it out of here alive." He said that in a Christian church during a ritual. They attacked me and mangled my arm. But I'm still alive. And I would do it again.
Idk why I didn't see this before, but I did just now and I want to acknowledge what you shared. I can relate to all of what you wrote to @Shattered.

But also ...I want to say that I'm so grateful for your testimony. You know some of my history and how that you and I experienced rituals that were nearly identical... except you were a bit older and I was the little girl being r*ped at the altar and forced to ingest fl*sh and bl**d of the infant who was s*crificed. It touches my heart in a deep way that somewhere, a little girl was protected ...a little girl like I was. You stood up for her, to your own hurt. God bless you ...and I'm sorry for your pain. Thank you for sharing your story ....in a very real way, God is in it to bring comfort to my own heart.
 
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Idk why I didn't see this before, but I did just now and I want to acknowledge what you shared. I can relate to all of what yiu wrote to @Shattered.

But also ...I want to say that I'm so grateful for your testimony. You know some of my history and how that you and I experienced rituals that were nearly identical... except you were a bit older and I was the little girl being r*ped at the altar and forced to ingest fl*sh and bl**d of the infant who was s*crificed. It touches my heart in a deep way that somewhere, a little girl was protected ...a little girl like I was. You stood up for her, to your own hurt. God bless you ...and I'm sorry for your pain. Thank you for sharing your story ....in a very real way, God is in it to bring comfort to my own heart.
If it brings comfort to your heart then that eases some of my pain of the memory of it. I still carry guilt that I wasn't able to stop what was happening. I will never forget the way the little girl turned around to look at me crying, screaming and pleading for me to help her. But I was outnumbered and overpowered and so angry. And I saw what happened to the baby...and I couldn't stop that either and he told me if I tried to stop it that I wouldn't make it out of there alive and I was again surrounded by people ready to attack me.

Christians need to know that this happens in so many churches. Christian churches. Then they go to those churches where demons have been brought in through rituals and those churches are a nest for demons. That happened in 1971, fifty years ago when I was 14, so how many more rituals have happened there since then. How many other Christian churches has it happened in and how many times. Do Christians even stop and consider that these things are happening in Christian churches? Or do they say to themselves that they are safe in a church. That they are immune to such things. Perhaps they don't even want to think about it much less talk about it.
 
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You go girl :) one VERY important thing in life is the ability to take joy when it comes and set aside all else to focus on it, ENJOY it.

Father we ask You to be with Mayflower and her husband as they have made a place in their lives to focus on, and cultivate their relationship. Please guard this time with each other from distractions or interference and cause uthem to grow closer, manifesting the oneness in spirit, soul and body You appointed in marriage. Let Your joy, be manifest to them, that they might be strengthened by it. Amen
 

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Truthquest you are posting such important stuff its blowing my mind....lots of comments I'd like to make, but when I try, I just end up unable to find the right words...and just end up speechless. Just keep posting as the Lord leads...He is using you to do a lot of good for others.
 
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