Many years ago, for over three months, I prayed daily (every morning) before going to work, for patience. You see, I was being hassled by seniority workers. But every day was the same old hassle, and nothing changed.
Then one morning as I was about to do my prayer
again, I stopped in my tracks, and I said to God "I have been praying for patience, every day for about three months now, and nothing's happened. What's going on?" Immediately I heard a very clear frank voice say in my mind, saying: "How else are you going to learn!" I was shocked to hear that voice. Instantly I realized that patience, like many other things, requires practice to attain it. My response was, "Well, let's cancel that prayer".
So I went to work realizing I needed to practice patience. It also became clear that patience asks me to 'wait'; and how do we wait. By doing nothing about it. Simple really.
I got to work and discovered that everybody was doing their own thing, and not one single person gave me any hassle. Go figure! I mean, God did not change everybody at work to please me. It had to be me that changed, and all I did was let go, do nothing about it, let everything be the way it is.
So, though I was not patient, God certainly was. He was waiting, and waiting for three months for me to let go of wanting the world to change to suit me. I was ripe to let go, when I questioned God's will, He gave me the truth, right to my face. Thanks God.