yeh, me too; but i guess neither is very productive prolly. I get the distinct impression that the relationship is like ours to a favored three year old that is crippled, mentally challenged, and deliberately spoiled? Iow every impediment possible has been put in front of us, or maybe every impediment necessary to produce a better pearl or something. Yah understands.
i think it has to do with the nature of even Spiritual reality; we like to imagine that Yah can just snap His fingers or wriggle His nose and do stuff, but i dont see it tbh. And we even have several passages about "heavenly struggles" that indicate as much? So i bet a
furnace is a pretty good analogy for any possible "afterlife," but i dont mean actual flames of course...but being completely forgiven and not being able to accept it, strangely. And also being avoided like the plague or something, which i can attest to experiencing myself.
Dunno your age, but can you imagine being raised in S's shoes? I think the ones we consider the most blessed are really the most cursed, in some weird way. Plus we totally destroy our kids in that way, yeh? We will wear stuff with holes so our kids can wear pimp, etc. bc we know life is hard so we want our kids to not have it hard i guess? So we make them soft? Wth? I feel for baby boomers, who were here for ozzie and harriet, honestly. If/when i have kids, they are gonna play with rocks and like it lol.
which i'm sure has been said a few times