Delusional? No, miraculous.
So you are still refusing faith in the living God. It sounds too hard for you. But that is who God is. Unapproachable...but yet through the faith of Christ...now approachable. A paradox.
But you would make God common and faith to be an easy gesture.
So you are not going to have access to the living God by your unbelief.
Jesus said the way is narrow and hard. But your indoctrination makes that out to be like a cult.
So what? The truth is the truth even if you ridicule it or write it off.. of course you are just writing yourself off in this way. Out of the race...and never in it.
Is it hard to enter into Christ!?? YES. Paul sought that life above all things and ran to win.
But you ignore the truth for an easy fast food type of religion.
Do as you wish. I delight in being seen as foolish for Christ.
Hallelujah!
It's unfortunate that you lack the faith to rejoice when you finally see how hard the way of faith IN Christ really is.
Are you to seek God haphazardly? As a sideline? In our free time?
Is that what the saints did?
O, the offense of the cross.
What as yet non-spiritual brothers can do is to follow Christ but from a certain distance (depends on our faith and consecration). Letting go one's own sense of morality and good to be led by the Spirit. His will be done. Rejoicing in all things. So then there's the lower walk that is in righteousness but not yet in holiness.