Ok so how much faith and much reason for you have? Percentage wise. 80...20?
50...50 ?
There is such a thing as blind faith. But I don't say you have that. But possibly you could research more.
Reason doesn't help us understand supernatural things. But it can't be discarded either.
They are inseparable, faith is not blind (for this argument), bling faith is credulity. God does not want credulous people supporting Him, they do more damage than good.
People, including atheists, excercise faith every day. They have faith in their children, or not, or some more than others, all based on previous behavioral patterns. They let one drive alone for the 1st time, and not the other, based on instinct and wisdom, not empirical evidence. Meaning, they showed competence and responsibility in other things, not necessarily driving.
The list of analogies goes on forever, we hire people, outside of the resume, based on indirect evidence often not related to the job. Wisdom perceives the intangible, which is why it is written '..the (blind) fool says in his heart that there is no God..'
Man's behaviour clearly exudes that he is a spiritual being, unlike any other creature on earth. His actions absolutely defy his intelligence, both for better or for worse - there must be a source for that spirit.
Something cannot be derived from nothing, especially as structured, self-propagating, and self sustaining as this universe - there has to be an architect.
Faith is never blind, that is for fools. Faith is wisdom and depth of insight.