I am posting here because I need advice with alcoholism. It’s ruining my life, and right now I’m experiencing alcohol-induced insomnia. It’s 3:00 something in the morning, yet I cannot return to sleep despite being tired, sluggish, and not able to move much. I tried sitting in the shower, letting warm water run across my body to induce sleepiness, but to no avail: I still can’t sleep because of my alcohol problem.
I’ve also been experiencing vivid experiences that seem absolutely real; even the rational part of me thinks it’s real. My daughters from a hell world came to my bedside dressed as Disney cartoons. They made fun of me, and two of them attacked my testicles for no obvious reason. Yet I am a virgin with no girlfriend before, and God told me that I won’t meet my future wife for another three or so years. I don’t actually have kids right now. Granted I didn’t take my schizophrenia medicine before going to bed at around 10:30 earlier, and that makes these experiences seem even more vivid, but the alcohol-induced insomnia is probably compounding everything.
Speaking about compounding problems, I can’t get my ADD pills and anxiety pills until next Wednesday morning. Unfortunately I’ve been misusing. I did talk to my mom about it, and she promised to help monitor my use when I pick up my refills later in the week. But still, it’s four days from now, and going through alcohol detox without a boost from ADD pills and anxiety pills is going to make things more miserable.
Some people have suggested going to Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) meetings to get help for my issue. I have done so before, but it doesn’t seem to work. AA isn’t really a clinical approach to treating alcoholism; it’s more akin to a spiritual/religious approach, and that doesn’t work for me with this particular problem. I need something more clinical but don’t know where to go.
I’ve also been experiencing vivid experiences that seem absolutely real; even the rational part of me thinks it’s real. My daughters from a hell world came to my bedside dressed as Disney cartoons. They made fun of me, and two of them attacked my testicles for no obvious reason. Yet I am a virgin with no girlfriend before, and God told me that I won’t meet my future wife for another three or so years. I don’t actually have kids right now. Granted I didn’t take my schizophrenia medicine before going to bed at around 10:30 earlier, and that makes these experiences seem even more vivid, but the alcohol-induced insomnia is probably compounding everything.
Speaking about compounding problems, I can’t get my ADD pills and anxiety pills until next Wednesday morning. Unfortunately I’ve been misusing. I did talk to my mom about it, and she promised to help monitor my use when I pick up my refills later in the week. But still, it’s four days from now, and going through alcohol detox without a boost from ADD pills and anxiety pills is going to make things more miserable.
Some people have suggested going to Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) meetings to get help for my issue. I have done so before, but it doesn’t seem to work. AA isn’t really a clinical approach to treating alcoholism; it’s more akin to a spiritual/religious approach, and that doesn’t work for me with this particular problem. I need something more clinical but don’t know where to go.
