You're choosing to believe the Matrix belief system. Mythology of "god" and the whole "sin" thing and guilt trips and scaremongering is all in place to enslave the populace and make them accept willingly that yoke of slavery. The notion that all will be well after you've spent your life working for them is a lie.
No, I'm choosing to believe God is the key to escaping the Matrix belief system.
You sure have a way of twisting things.
I agree some use God to keep them controlled by the Matrix, but God isn't the Matrix.
Have you ever done something wrong in your life and felt guilty about it?
Not because you think you might go to hell or be punished, just the fact your conscience is screaming at you that you did something wrong.
How do you avoid a guilty conscience? By not doing wrong things.
The guilty conscience is the slavery you put yourself under.
Who is the "them" you spend your life working for?
One day at work, many years ago, I worked in a printing shop. I made plates for the presses. You take film and line it up by bullets. Usually 4 or 5 film, 1 Black, 1 Yellow, 1 Cyan, and 1 Magenta. You have to make sure all these lay atop each other perfectly or else the print comes out unaligned and blurry. This was the pre-press department and I would help out in this dept when I was slow in the bindery or shipping.
One day I saw a piece of film that wasn't lining up so I tried to correct it, but I made it worse. So I hid it back in the folder.
The person in charge of pre-press came in, took out the film and started saying.. hmm what happened here? I didn't say anything.
Later that day my conscience got so guilty I went in crying and appologizing that I made the mistake and didn't own up to it.
Did I think about sin or even God at the time? I don't believe so. I just knew I should of admitted what I did.
I felt so bad I couldn't hide it anymore.
Seems a simple thing. What's the big deal?
But it was a big deal to me. I lied by my silence.
The Matrix says just walk away and forget it, no one will know. She'll fix it and everything will be forgotten.
I couldn't.
That's the difference of being controlled by the Matrix and controlling your own destiny.
That was like 30 years ago and I remember it as if it were yesterday.
Now when I owned up to what I did I felt a lot better. I was told don't worry about it. (an act of forgiveness)
Who exactly was I working for when I confessed what I had done?
Who gained anything?
Only me.
I say this again. There is a BIG difference between Religious experience and a Spiritual relationship with God.
I am not a religious person. I don't have a denomination. I don't go to a building and hand over tithes.
I help people broke down on the side of the road that run out of gas. I help the old woman with her groceries taking them to her car.
I buy groceries for the homeless and feed stray cats and dogs.
Jesus didn't have a building that his disciples worshipped in. They went into the world 2x2 helping those who couldn't help themselves.
The Matrix wants to put you in a box. Jesus wants to set you free.
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