Chapter 2
After that night of telling God I would serve anything but Him I began a very treacherous journey...I started studying astrology, seeking out psychics and searching for answers.
Within a year I was being tormented by demons...I would see their faces in the carpet, in shadows and various places...I started having recurring nightmares of tornados and aliens killing my family, 3 times I woke up at night and my bed would be soaked in blood...I would see the doctor and he couldn't find anything wrong...
I would hear voices chanting in my head....
Edit to add this: I forgot to mention standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom putting on my makeup and while I was looking in the mirror a Death Spirit appeared where my face was...I was seeing a skeleton in the mirror! Okay that scared me...i ran out of there.
I became fearful of sleeping at night and being alone in my apartment..
Finally, I decided maybe if I went to church that would help...I went to a church just down the road from me.
I walked in and sat down on the back pew and when the praise and worship team began singing I became extremely nauseated and felt like I was about to vomit.
I quickly got up and left....
The next day I called my cousin who was (along with her husband) a youth pastor at their church.
I told her everything and the last thing I told her was that Satan was trying to kill me...
She had me drive to her church in Pawnee and meet her...she had the keys and we went into the sanctuary and I went straight to the alter and knelt down...she prayed over me, played the piano, sang worship songs, prayed over me, played CD's of gospel music, prayed over me...and this continued for what seemed like an eternity....I couldn't pray...I couldn't speak...I couldn't even cry....then she played a song that forever changed my life...
NO OTHER NAME BUT JESUS....
As that song played a tear fell down my cheek...then another...pretty soon I was flooding the alter with my tears and it was then that I cried out...."!Jesus!, Jesus save me! I am so sorry!!! Forgive me, Lord...help me...satan is trying to kill me!"
That was when I felt the most peaceful, gentle, loving presence of my Lord I had ever known...I had never felt Him like that before...it was beautiful and words can't describe it..m
The song. No other name but Jesus...there's power in the precious name of Jesus...
Then I began to worship and praise Him and it was from my heart in a way I had never felt...
And I vowed to never deny Him or turn from Him again...and I haven't...but most importantly I vowed to never entertain witchcraft again..(psychics operate under the power of a witchcraft spirit)...
That was 1984.
After that night of telling God I would serve anything but Him I began a very treacherous journey...I started studying astrology, seeking out psychics and searching for answers.
Within a year I was being tormented by demons...I would see their faces in the carpet, in shadows and various places...I started having recurring nightmares of tornados and aliens killing my family, 3 times I woke up at night and my bed would be soaked in blood...I would see the doctor and he couldn't find anything wrong...
I would hear voices chanting in my head....
Edit to add this: I forgot to mention standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom putting on my makeup and while I was looking in the mirror a Death Spirit appeared where my face was...I was seeing a skeleton in the mirror! Okay that scared me...i ran out of there.
I became fearful of sleeping at night and being alone in my apartment..
Finally, I decided maybe if I went to church that would help...I went to a church just down the road from me.
I walked in and sat down on the back pew and when the praise and worship team began singing I became extremely nauseated and felt like I was about to vomit.
I quickly got up and left....
The next day I called my cousin who was (along with her husband) a youth pastor at their church.
I told her everything and the last thing I told her was that Satan was trying to kill me...
She had me drive to her church in Pawnee and meet her...she had the keys and we went into the sanctuary and I went straight to the alter and knelt down...she prayed over me, played the piano, sang worship songs, prayed over me, played CD's of gospel music, prayed over me...and this continued for what seemed like an eternity....I couldn't pray...I couldn't speak...I couldn't even cry....then she played a song that forever changed my life...
NO OTHER NAME BUT JESUS....
As that song played a tear fell down my cheek...then another...pretty soon I was flooding the alter with my tears and it was then that I cried out...."!Jesus!, Jesus save me! I am so sorry!!! Forgive me, Lord...help me...satan is trying to kill me!"
That was when I felt the most peaceful, gentle, loving presence of my Lord I had ever known...I had never felt Him like that before...it was beautiful and words can't describe it..m
The song. No other name but Jesus...there's power in the precious name of Jesus...
And I vowed to never deny Him or turn from Him again...and I haven't...but most importantly I vowed to never entertain witchcraft again..(psychics operate under the power of a witchcraft spirit)...
That was 1984.
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