I have problems with faithlessness and unbelief regarding my situation. I'm living where I never wanted to come to, Florida, and want to return to where I was forced to leave, Oregon. This is has gone on for so long. It is an ongoing situation. I can't stand it in Florida. Here's where I'm at; I'm just like the people in the bible asking God how long or saying must this go on forever. If this does have an expected end, I need to be given hope, not left to keep wondering about this, and it's not like I'm doing nothing during all this time; I am getting in the word, but outside of that I've had a hard time with other things. I desire for this to end, and for all the wrongs that came to me to be righted. Better is the end of a thing than the beginning of it. I've been in vexation because of my circumstance, and the things I have lost, or misfortunes that came my way. God can restore all the good things a person has lost. I want to believe and have faith, but it's hard right now. Unless/until I see this situation meet its end, I cannot believe or have faith about what God can restore to me when I keep seeing things be a hindrance to me. Right now I'm a doubting Thomas.
I need prayers. Please pray for the hopes of my desire.
I need prayers. Please pray for the hopes of my desire.