I have fear that I what I am doing is potentially wrong, And I will end up in Hell, not Heaven. I pray every night, and Read my Bible every other night. I try not to swear / use God and Jesus’s name in vein, but I do sometimes.
wadr you are currently...enmeshed in the idea that you might goto heaven someday, and that most others will "go to" hell, all of is occurring after you/they have
died, right? Yet
No one has ever gone up to heaven, and
he who digs a pit for others to fall into, ends up in it himself
so fwiw we all go through that period i think, the washing of the outside of the cup, and the self-recriminations, but you will likely be "saved" simply by your confession there, and you are surely doing just what you are supposed to be doing right now i bet.
A hard truth is that everything we know is wrong, and i mean every single thing lol
at least everything that authority figures teach us, of any importance
understand why the publicans and prostitutes are beating you into the kingdom
is a hard lesson to learn eh
contemplate the possibility that the religious ppl are the most deceived, imo
see, so you are in "hell" right now, yeh? "Hell" is just the best analogy our Norse/Angle scribes had for
Gehenna i guess, which is right here in
Erets, although im getting ahead of myself now. Anyway you might google any relevant phrases here for more.
Have no fear, ok,
all go to the same place,
and you and your sons will be here with me
just like the Bible says :)
you might also do a search for "Mithraism and" which you will notice auto-completes for "Christianity," although i guess that makes no sense at all right now.