I was already praying about this and while I did I had a vision of a lighthouse, that cleared up what I am asking for.
I have a little social anxiety and it keeps me from a lot. I realized sometimes my feeling uncomfortable makes people uncomfortable because I can't verbally express myself when I am anxious.
It's not intentional- my brain just shuts off until I am used to the person.
But I would like prayer to be more open and comfortable around people, and allow them to feel comfortable and open, not for my own sake, but so that I can be a lighthouse for Christ, and be a welcome place to where people are open to finding Jesus.
Right now, I'm too inhibited.
I have a little social anxiety and it keeps me from a lot. I realized sometimes my feeling uncomfortable makes people uncomfortable because I can't verbally express myself when I am anxious.
It's not intentional- my brain just shuts off until I am used to the person.
But I would like prayer to be more open and comfortable around people, and allow them to feel comfortable and open, not for my own sake, but so that I can be a lighthouse for Christ, and be a welcome place to where people are open to finding Jesus.
Right now, I'm too inhibited.