Alright, does that mean you’ve created your own church tailored to your personal take on Scripture?
How many members are in this “Jesus’s church” of yours? Just you?
Is it a solo operation?
You lack humility and that is why you lack understanding.
Philippians 2:3 esv
Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves.
Matthew 18:4 esv
Whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
1 Peter 5:5-6 esv
Likewise, you who are younger, be subject to the elders. Clothe yourselves, all of you, with humility toward one another, for “God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.”
Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you.
James 4:6 esv
But he gives more grace. Therefore it says, “God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.”
Romans 12:16 esv
Live in harmony with one another. Do not be haughty, but associate with the lowly. Never be wise in your own sight.
Luke 14:11 esv
For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.”
James 3:13 esv
Who is wise and understanding among you? By his good conduct let him show his works in the meekness of wisdom.
1 Peter 3:8 esv
Finally, all of you, have unity of mind, sympathy, brotherly love, a tender heart, and a humble mind.

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