No, I was merely pointing out what that word actually means, and I come across people a LOT, who truly believe with everything in them that they are right, because they read it somewhere. I only just found out the true meaning of it a very short time ago.
As far as the rest........You do what you think you must, that's all you can do...It does however concern me a little ( and this is by no means, just you ) that people think of Jesus as what? Braindead? He can't speak for Himself? He has nothing new for anyone? He has been sitting on the throne in Heaven bored out of His skull, with nothing to do for 2 thousand years ? I have zero clue how millions of people declare that they believe in The Resurrected Christ, but mention Him AS Resurrected, well look out, here comes the 'inquisition' ready to take you apart.
You know, there is absolutely nothing I can do to make Jesus real to anyone else......However anyone can, just allow Him in....But when one is so full, of what they 'know' there is no room for Him, nor is He invited to do so.......
I simply won't argue scriptures with you, because Jesus also said :" You search the scriptures daily, THINKING that they give you life, but you REFUSE to come to Me." Remember Jesus IS The Life.
If He couldn't teach without a Bible, how come He could with me, all those years? Even after I got into a Bible. He can do so very much more than you give Him credit for....Why would you limit Him so?
Good luck with it.