first thanks for your reply, second, I'm here at your service. the minstry of the Lord Jesus the Christ is a SERVICE to his body.
and I am as you was. I had a "oneness" challenge me when I was a trinitarian and the person made some good points and made me re-think my position, but I found out that the Oneness position was as flawed as the belief I was already in. away I had concerns before and after this encounter. but when confornted with facts, it makes one seek these facts out, IT WAS TIME FOR A CHANGE. so in my studying, afterward, I went to God and asked him in all honesty if he was trinity or not, or was he a single person as the oneness claimed. and to my surprise, he came to me, understand, he did not send an angel, but he himself came to me and answered my question personally.
and the answer I got was neither oneness, nor trinity, as I had asked. he revealed unto me that he is a plurality of his own-self, (HIS EQUAL SHARE OF HIMSELF), and the scriptures bared this out.
with that information, I asked him a third thing. if you're not a trinity, but a plurality of one, (meaning not a oneness), reveal to me what you really are? and in that same sentance I said this, "what you are, give me a name, that describe who, and what you are, (but the same gospel), only with a name that is not used by no one else". (as with the apostle Paul, I didn't want to build on someone else ministry). and he gave me the name, "Diversified Oneness". and when he taught me this, it said the same thing as what the apostle taught, BINGO, "THE SAME GOSPEL". so then I went in serious study, and followed his lead, and my mind was RENEWED in his KNOWLEDGE. and now everything fits in the bible, whereas now, I have no questions or doubts about the word of God. that's why I can comment in long complex explanations, because I know now what I'm speaking of is truth. and yes, it was not easy to understand at first, because we all have been precondition to believe certian things.
but as I have said, it takes "TIME". and I'm in it for the long haul. because I trust the Lord JESUS, in everything he has taught me.
by the way, it's an Intresting journey, the road, that I have taken, and as the apostle Paul said, so do I, "Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before," Philippians 3:13 (kjv). translation for me, I will not allow myself to become stagnant, I will press toward the mark of IMPROVEMENT OF MYSELF IN WALKING WITH MY GOD ..... Christ Jesus.
I'll end it here on that note, because I don't want to go into a lengthy post.... (smile).
take care my friend, remember I'm at your service in anything that I can help you in.... thanks.
PICJAG
101G The "Spiritual Saboteur"