Tammy, I am praying for you now....stay the course. Do not give up. God is with you all the way.Most dont know me here, I just got out of icu after ruptured appendix to learn my
father was dying dying from pancreatic cancer. I wont even bother asking prayer for
myself now. Struggling deeply as he was my everything. He was all I had in life. For anyone judging me here please know how very deep the pain I am in now. Home care nurse will be taking me to his funeral in two days. I will always blame myself for this, had i not been in hospital I could have helped extended his life. I am in enough pain. Maybe I didnt deserve to come out of icu. He didnt tell me he was sick til recently. This is torment and unbelievable pain i wouldnt wish on anyone.Please instead of judging me just pray. I am severe pain and thankyou sue for praying for me. God knew this was going to happen