Jesus is the light, he whom dispels the darkness. What you are going through now is nothing compared to the pits of hell. If you want to be saved from an eternity in hell, and want to be delivered from this darkness, then follow these instructions.1. Admit that you have sinned, and that because of that, you've been seperated from God. Repent from these sins, which means to turn away from them, and ask Jesus to forgive you. 2. Believe with all of your heart that Jesus Christ died for your sins, was ressurected, and is still alive, and that he hears your prayer.3. Invite Jesus Christ to become the lord of your life, and you shall be saved.Do you believe in these three things with all your heart, and mean what you say? Then let's pray!"Father, I know that I have broken your laws and my sins have separated me from you. I am truly sorry, and now I want to turn away from my past sinful life toward you. Please forgive me, and help me avoid sinning again. I believe that your son, Jesus Christ died for my sins, was resurrected from the dead, is alive, and hears my prayer. I invite Jesus to become the Lord of my life, to rule and reign in my heart from this day forward. Please send your Holy Spirit to help me obey You, and to do Your will for the rest of my life. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.”Now, did you pray the prayer above? Then you, my brother, have been garanteed eternal life with our lord, Jesus Christ. Now, in order to get to know him better, follow these steps:1. Be baptized.2. Get a bible, King James Version. 3. Read the bible daily, starting with the new testament.4. Pray with god. Now, this doesn't mean that you have to say a series of specific words, or have a ritual set up. You just need to talk to him! Talk to him as if he were your best friend, and be sincere. Talk to him about your problems, thank him for giving you life, anything. I pray to him daily, sometimes three times a day, sometimes randomly. Remember, God listens to all prayers.5. Believe! Just because at the moment you are saved you don't feel any diffrent, that doesn't mean that nothing happened. At the moment you were saved, you were reborn, and made a brother of God and all the other christians.Baptism is commanded by God, it say so in the bible. "He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned." Mark 16:16.If you refuse to be baptized, then you should examine your faith. But it does not mean that one who truly gives their heart to Jesus on a death bed, in the heat of warfare, or in a crashing airplane, will be kept out of heaven because they failed to be baptized. The thief on the cross next to Jesus didn't have time to be baptized before he died, but he had an opportunity to believe in Jesus and put his trust in Him, and Jesus responded by saying, "Assuredly, I say to you, today you will be with Me in Paradise" (Luke 23:43). A big mistake mankind has made is underestimating the bible, reducing it's worth to nothing more than a book in a bookstore. No, the bible is worth alot more than that, it shows you all of the rules God made, what he expects you to do with your new faith, and most importantly, about Jesus Christ's life on earth. Your bible is like a sword, read it every day to grow in faith with Christ. Underestimating the bible is one thing, but twisting god's laws is another.Tell somebody about your new faith, and join a church. Like other people have suggested, join a prayer group as well. And you can ask god for anything in prayer, anything that will help you grow in faith in him. Just ask, believe that your prayer will be answered, and be very sensitive to things happening around you, because God answers prayers in ways that you wouldn't expect. Most importantly, put your whole life and trust into the Lord's hands, no matter what the situation, and you'll have somebody who will love you for alll eternity.And now, I leave you, in hopes that you have repented, and been reborn in Christ. If you have any questions, just ask me, or anybody else in the forum. God bless you, and I'll pray for you tonight.

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.S: If I got any information wrong, or misquoted the bible, anybody, please tell me.