"The Yellow Flower"I am a car guy. I owned an autobody shop for over 25 years. Smash your car up on the freeway and I will make it like new again. If you want a custom paint job for a car show , I can do that too. If I had to choose between being in a flower shop or a paint booth , put me in the paint booth please.However , I have been in the flower shop from time to time , not often enough according to some people. Probably I buy flowers for folks maybe two or three times a year. Nobody has ever bought me flowers until one day .....I did'nt become a Christian until I was 35. Best thing that ever happened to me. So now I am a Christian , running a bodyshop , lots of things can go wrong in that business. An atmosphere of wrecked cars , grinders , welders , broken glass , dust and noise. Yet we must produce a perfect dust free , flawless paint and repair to our customer's car.It was one of those days and weeks where everything that could go wrong did. I do not discourage easily but now I was at the end. I quit what I was doing and told my guys I was going for a coffee. The local coffee shop was beside a car wash , as I walked from my 4X4 I noticed a girl waving me over. Turns out it was a girl named Cory. She had her own fitness show on TV , She was a part time model , her husband owned the local MacDonalds , and she had locked herself out of her car at the car wash. it was a brand new beautiful yellow Corvette. She was beautiful too .....She told me she was totally embarrased and had been pretending to wipe and chamois her car for quite some time as she waited for someone she knew who might be able to help her... and then I pulled up.A damsel in distress and she wanted ME to help. Gosh , maybe I can do something useful today after all. We men dream about stuff like this. As a businesman and certified shop owner , I have the tools to unlock disabled cars in such a situation. No problem , until after half an hour trying to jimmy the lock I remembered the newer Corvettes were built with extra security to prevent theft. I am failing again, just like everything else that had been going wrong. I offered to drive her to the MacDonalds to get her husbands keys. Here is this pretty girl , nicely dressed , and I load her in my dusty 4X4 and away we go. Of course her husband was not at his restaurant. We then went to his Electrical contracting office .... not there either. Finally she asked me to drop her at her husbands electrical construction site and I did. This was an industrial area , no office , asphalt plant nearby . In the middle of the rail yards .... this is where I dropped her off. A pretty girl with a yellow Corvette looking for help and all I do is drop her off in the middle of nowhere. Some help I was . !!Failure failure failure was my name that day. I could do nothing right. I gave up. Instead of going back to work I picked up a take out chicken dinner and went to our local park for lunch. In the peace and quiet of the park I said LORD , I quit. If you want me to do something else with my life , tell me loud and clear. What I am doing now is not working. I continued to waste 2 more hours avoiding going back to the office. I was discouraged and depressed. Around 3 pm I forced myself back to work. LORD , I need some positive sign that I should continue.Do you ever notice how gloomy everything looks at such times ? Despair , depression , darkness. I have never taken drugs in my life , but I felt like it then. I had never turned to alcohol to drown my problems , but I felt like it then.Not many things I am afraid of , not many problems I can't handle , I am a man , and we men can battle our own way thru life. Don't need no crutches ... dont need no religion .....well not usually anyway. I forced myself to step back in my office and mumbled ... Lord ... remember what I said , you will have to put something under my foot as I take one more step , I gave up , remember !! This next step is going to be my last.....Funny thing about my employees , they were all smiling and watching me step into the shop. Where have you been Arnie? What have you been doing ? Some beautiful girl drove up in a Yellow Corvette and was dissapointed you were not here. I think she left a note on your desk.A single yellow flower with one of the nicest thank you notes I have ever received was sitting on my desk. Talk about a positive sign , made my day , made my year , made me even more confident Jesus Christ had a hand in my life. He must have even heard that feeble prayer I mumbled out.That is all I cared about. Everything went along quite well for about a year after that........