I 100% acknowledge and celebrate Christ's actions on the cross.
But because I believe Christ (being ever loving) gives us the choice to come/stay with Him, I cannot accept OSAS (wherein that choice whether to stay doesn't exisit).
Right, we have the choice to sin and repent daily. Those actions have nothing to do with believing in Rom 10:9. Believing is a one time event, sanctification is the life long process. i don't know of any believer that would want to give up the free gift, it sounds like they never had it to begin with