Well here's the thing
If anyone gets put through supernatural death threats etc at the same time they have to deal with other things and trying to make a living do they not have a right to get angry
Or in other words if you are God how do you expect someone to react to supernatural death threats? Certainly not with happiness and praise
Also I really do need financial assistance. It's a mixture of being human and having to deal with non stop distractions plus time moving so quickly
Jesus, the man, knew that he was going to be tortured suffering great pain which would lead to his death. He in the flesh like most all of us did not want to suffer pain like that. He prayed to God about it here:
Mt 26:39 | And he went a little farther, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt. |
That "cup" for him was the suffering and death. He prayed the same prayer three times and three times he added this phrase at the end: "Nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt."
It was God's will for Jesus to suffer greatly and to die. In spite of his prayer he did suffer greatly and died a painful death.
What is all of God's will for each of us? Unlike Jesus, most of us do not know. Can we pray like Jesus did with a "not as I will, but as thou wilt" addressed to God? If we knew that for us whipping and crucifixion were really God's will for us, could we do it? Could we sincerely pray for it to happen then in accord with God's will?
Consider the following prophecy about the apostle Paul here:
Ac 21:10 | And as we tarried there many days, there came down from Judaea a certain prophet, named Agabus. |
Ac 21:11 | And when he was come unto us, he took Paul's girdle, and bound his own hands and feet, and said, Thus saith the Holy Ghost, So shall the Jews at Jerusalem bind the man that owneth this girdle, and shall deliver him into the hands of the Gentiles. |
Ac 21:12 | And when we heard these things, both we, and they of that place, besought him not to go up to Jerusalem. |
And then read his answer here:
Ac 21:13 | Then Paul answered, What mean ye to weep and to break mine heart? for I am ready not to be bound only, but also to die at Jerusalem for the name of the Lord Jesus. |
You are not Jesus and you are not Paul, but do you claim to be a follower of Christ... that is a Christian?
What is it you expect to be your "cup" in the time period allotted to you by God? Go back to your Bible again and read carefully searching for what God's purpose for men is. Are you not a man? We do not choose our precise road. Ultimately, I believe, we only choose to serve God or not. The details can and do vary from person to person. Do not be surprised if your cup is not a bed of roses and if there are also a whole lot of unavoidable thorns and/or bitter herbs within your cup.