April_Rose
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She is going downhill. I appreciate the offer...really, I do....it's just she is turning 11...that's 77 human years...and with her being this sick she is considered high risk for surviving the surgery. I believe the infection has spread into her blood stream causing her to become septic.
I am taking her to the vet tomorrow to determine whether she is suffering or not. If she is then it's time to do something.
And this makes me cry...I don't have the courage to hold her in her last moments. I am one who gets overwhelmed with guilt..as if I have betrayed her love and loyalty to me all these years.
I am still praying...but if God does not intervene then what hope do I have?
Thank you again.
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*Hugs to you as well* (Since you need them more.) :)