You are trying to earn salvation by works!!! This is so cheap gimmick used by mainstreams. All Jesus' followers know that no one can earn salvation by works, period. It is plainly stated in the New Testament. Christians who are working hard are just following Jesus' commands. Jesus tells us that if we love Him, keep His commandments. How do we keep His commandments? By reading the Bible daily and striving to obey everything we are learning.