I don't want to be saved. Even if one of you believer's catch up with me and torture a confession out of me, or kill me for not believing what you believe. Just realise that I would have never accepted a belief as the basis for salvation or anything else.
It's all has to end at some point, even our most personal beliefs (Can't take our beliefs with us to the next world)
The basic "Christian" proposition as peddled by the churches is a total nonsense as anyone with half a brain cell can plainly see. How many clubs do you know that walk you into a lake of fire if you don't join? What kind of all-loving entity takes his own created humans and punishes them brutally and perpetually if you don't do as they say? The entity portrayed by an incorrect literal reading of the Bible and as falsely peddled by churches is an absolute despotic tyrant, sick and twisted, who is totally indifferent to humans and self-selusional. Proffessing to want humans to love him out of free will but sending them to the lake of fire if they don't. Total self-delusion.
This is no insult on "God" for truly this is not God. The church and millions of Christians have got things so badly wrong. So very badly wrong. They have not seen the true message in the Bible and other works. They are all walking a life of self-denial. Willfully compartmentalizing the nature of their God expressed in the Old Testament. A God that kills babies, children, unborn babies, men women and animals with reckless abandon. Hypocritically many of them then go campaigning for the anti-choice, anti-abortion mobs. You couldn't make it up.
The church is a world power enjoying the willful scaremongering of the populace, preying on vulnerable people who have gaps in their lives. No-one has the true compilation of scriptures, they have long since been lost or hidden away. What we have is a purpose built b@st@rdised edited and censored collection of works which a bunch of people want us to accept as the word of god. On that foundational lie they have built an entire religion. So many people are deceived. Truly there will be millions crying "Lord, Lord!" and the real God will say "I do not know you".