If that was the case he could heal me. I have prayed multiple times for him to heal me.
Did he tell you this?
The Bible with the story in the book of Job tells you this.
Remember all of the things that Job went through? "In all this, Job did not sin by charging God with wrongdoing."
It was Satan attacking him, not God. Job was under attack and he did not blame God.
It was the Lord's will for you to come to him, and I say this part by memory and not by prophecy because I remember you talking about your testimony. But remember that it is Satan who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy.
We are made clean through the blood of Jesus. All we have to do is ask. I will pray for you right now.