yes it is strange. Like I’ve said before you are not the only one to say this and no forgiveness is necessary because no offense is taken. Not sure if this will help...if not then just ignore. But the only reasoning behind the post on Mary was my own questions concerning when they told Jesus Christ that His mother and brothers stood without. Mark 3:31-35 There came then his brethren and his mother, and, standing without, sent unto him, calling him. [32] And the multitude sat about him, and they said unto him, Behold, thy mother and thy brethren without seek for thee. [33] And he answered them, saying, Who is my mother, or my brethren? [34] And he looked round about on them which sat about him, and said, Behold my mother and my brethren! [35] For whosoever shall do the will of God, the same is my brother, and my sister, and mother.
The only reasoning was my own questions of did He really leave them without. It resolves for me in Hebrews 13:12 Wherefore Jesus also, that he might sanctify the people with his own blood, suffered without the gate.
What it changed for me is Mary who voiced God had seen her low estate and yet He called her blessed of God and Highly favored and (Imo) she and his brothers standing without calling unto Him: are included in ‘with his own blood’ Hebrews 13:12
That is all. You are a friend. It is okay if you struggle to understand me. It does make me sad because I feel it is on my end, because I understand you and am often blessed by the clarity of your post.