"Son" = "Jesus".
Stop being legalistic. There is no spiritual life in cold, dead legalisms. They are what causes all the religious strife in the world, everyone thinking their religious procedures and ways to do things are the only authorized way to serve and worship God. You've missed the meaning of Christianity if you're trapped in that carnal world of dependence on rituals and ceremonies. This became one of my life scriptures about 2 years into my salvation...
"For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking, but of righteousness, peace, and joy in the Holy Spirit. For whoever serves Christ in this way is pleasing to God and approved by men." Romans 14:17-18
See, you're serving Him through rituals, instead of the way that is pleasing to God—the way of "righteousness, peace, and joy in the Holy Spirit". You are deceived into thinking that proper rituals are what pleases God, and you take false comfort out of that. When in fact, what pleases God is living for him in joy and peace and all the rest of the manifestations of the Spirit.
Get delivered from cold, dead legalistic 'religion' and find the warmth and freedom of a relationship with the Father and the Son. Your world will change. YOU will change. You'll become the son God wants you to be—a loving, Spirit-filled, fruit bearing son of God. The
'you gotta do it exactly like this' thinking of cold dead legalistic religion causes division and strife. It causes a person to put their faith and hope in the proper execution of 'religious' requirements instead of in God Himself.