You Cannot have a conversation without feeling attacked.
This is another "you" statement, where, instead of discussing "When we are born", you are discussing me. You do so in an aggressive manner. You overstep personal bounderies, "You feel this", "you feel that", or in this case, attempting to define my psyche, "You cannot have a converstation without feeling attacked".
So I'm wondering . . .
What DOES this have to do with the topic?
And where did you come upon your considerable knowledge of my emotional life?
All of us have a problem with this, and the problem is self deception,
I think I know someone with an issue concerning self-deception.
Really, I think you've become so invested in this erroneous representation of me that you don't know how to disengage from it. I assure you, I'm ready to receive that in a heartbeat, to then go on with edifying discussion.
For some reason I haven't been willing to let go of this, and while it may just be me, it may be the leading of the Spirit, and I see all this miserable back and forth over my person standing in the way of that.
the defensiveness you feel is the conviction of the Holy Ghost and your response to it, namely resistance, and quenching the Spirit.
"The defensiveness I feel"
is all in your mind. Not in my mind. I'm here to discuss the Bible, and God, and there's never a problem there for me. Never. I've long since learned that all this bristling at doctrines, and or whatever you want to call it, is just fleshy squirmings, I'm sure you know what I mean, and are to be ignored, like all other fleshy squirmings.
I Know this, because I was guilty of this as well, and know where it leads, and your heading to that same place. Is this projection on my Part? Or Spiritual Wisdom? Or me just being an arrogant baffoon? That is what you have to figure out. I Suggest you pray and ask the LORD to guide you on this.
Are you seeing where it leads when you assume you know others, people you don't really know at all, but when you assume you do? That you just arbitrarily trash their spirituality because they have a different understand of a few passages from you?
You, again, obviously, have no idea where I'm heading. I'm really not intending to put my spiritual life on display for you.
My suggestion for you for prayer would be to ask Jesus to reveal the fullness of faith.
Much love!