Yes, you have described your own situation quite well.
But that does not account for the unfinished work of Christ to every generation until the end under His authority. An example of that authority, is Paul, saying, "For me, to live is Christ." And he was just one under the authority of Christ, only seeing to the works of Christ by divine appointment for a small part of the overall church age. Has Christ then left us orphans, left to workout our own salvation--to love His life in our hearts; to have and be nothing special without revelation or nothing--just our own person, choosing what WE make out of our life as if just a man is not able to be appointed by Christ, and say "for me, to live is Christ?"
That's really sad, no pathetic. He is not done, nor are those whom He has sent, and will continue to send, until the end of the age.