There is a lot going on in the world and I am probably not alone in feeling bitter this time of year.
A while ago I wrote about things going on in my life and how they have effected my spiritual life. Despite how hard I have tried to get back the faith I have lost my efforts have been for nothing. After some events I have given up trying to restore the relationship I once had with God and this will be the first Christmas I will spend bitter towards him. I know how horrible that sounds and maybe I am wrong, and for that I am sorry. God was once like a father to me and I feel like I have lost something valuable to me when I look back at that time. I am giving up trying to mend things because I know it is all over now, some wounds just cannot heal. I might still be a Christian but not as strong of one as I once was. Religion no longer plays the huge part in my life it once did.
A while ago I wrote about things going on in my life and how they have effected my spiritual life. Despite how hard I have tried to get back the faith I have lost my efforts have been for nothing. After some events I have given up trying to restore the relationship I once had with God and this will be the first Christmas I will spend bitter towards him. I know how horrible that sounds and maybe I am wrong, and for that I am sorry. God was once like a father to me and I feel like I have lost something valuable to me when I look back at that time. I am giving up trying to mend things because I know it is all over now, some wounds just cannot heal. I might still be a Christian but not as strong of one as I once was. Religion no longer plays the huge part in my life it once did.