how to move on?
and
how do i change?
i act like a wise person but i am just a very stupid one that is why i have a lot of regrets since childhood so i always wanted to turn back time i want to restart now that i think about it probably a lot of person wanted the same
should i just shut up? but in reality i don't talk much anyway right now i am talking with my heart not with mouth but the thing is can i survive without talking? well i feel insanity if i do this there's no one to talk the only person who i can talk to is myself and God the father and God the son so if i talk to myself everytime i turn insane since there's a lot of ??? and God do not reply with words immediately i've got no friends since i pushed them all away because of my stupidity of planning to suicide
as long as i know a very little bit of knowledge about something i would put up my mask and bluff all the way and then ending up in a dead end where everyone's around dislikes me
i actually just doing it without realization
and sometime when i know about a thing i would bluff about this thing and add my opinion based on circumstance with matching basis of truth or lies about this world without researching further with more accurate facts
without me knowing that i am bluffing how do i change this way of mine?
this is happening all the time probably even now i also have a very little knowledge about this part of me i just come to a realization that i am indeed doing this after having a dream about something that's not related to it
and
how do i change?
i act like a wise person but i am just a very stupid one that is why i have a lot of regrets since childhood so i always wanted to turn back time i want to restart now that i think about it probably a lot of person wanted the same
should i just shut up? but in reality i don't talk much anyway right now i am talking with my heart not with mouth but the thing is can i survive without talking? well i feel insanity if i do this there's no one to talk the only person who i can talk to is myself and God the father and God the son so if i talk to myself everytime i turn insane since there's a lot of ??? and God do not reply with words immediately i've got no friends since i pushed them all away because of my stupidity of planning to suicide
as long as i know a very little bit of knowledge about something i would put up my mask and bluff all the way and then ending up in a dead end where everyone's around dislikes me
i actually just doing it without realization
and sometime when i know about a thing i would bluff about this thing and add my opinion based on circumstance with matching basis of truth or lies about this world without researching further with more accurate facts
without me knowing that i am bluffing how do i change this way of mine?
this is happening all the time probably even now i also have a very little knowledge about this part of me i just come to a realization that i am indeed doing this after having a dream about something that's not related to it