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stunnedbygrace

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this is the main problem
oh wait i haven't said yet how this is the problem

I think I might understand you...
You are afraid that if you ask for help He may not give you the help you ask for and then you will stop believing in God or that He exists and lose your hope? Is that sort of what you are trying to say?
 

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contradictions?

13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.

says who? paul?

21 Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven.

says who? christ himself

Oh...this is a good one.
You will not believe me when I say this, but you are quite far ahead of the evangelical christianity of our day. They mostly cant even see that the bible is full of these seeming contradictions, making it a book of questions and riddles and befuddlements for a mans mind.
 

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why is it that i am growing with impetience and growing with hate as i was searching for answers that i can seem to find because this is the last day i will be able to log in here because i am going to a remote place and start a new life

Are you sure you are growing in impatience and hate? Maybe you are just seeing yourself more truly and accurately than you ever did before, in which case you should be happy that He is giving you more light to see what is truly in yourself and others.

If God were to want to help a man, wouldnt He first need to show the man what he truly is and what an awful state he, and the rest of the world, is in?
 
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i've never done it sadly...

yes i'll keep that in mind
@Angelina @amadeus it seems i can't quit pornography if i don't quit this technology that is why after the day that i asked God to help me the next day somewhat God gave me a solution goto a remote place i am commanding you well i do not have a choice but to go because it was really not God who ordered me to but it seems God has helped me instantly the previous day it was already in my mind if only i can go to a quiet place where there is no electricity nor a good signal where i can just live a simple life it was already in my mind what kind of place it was and this is the day that i'll be going there

thank you for everything i think this is the last day and it would be quite sometime before i get to log in here again

The world is only one of your enemies. There are two more enemies that you will not escape by running to a remote place. So I dont think your plan is the best thing for you.
 
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FB, if that's what is troubling you so much then let me assure you that it's a battle MANY Christian men have had to fight, and it's like fighting Godzilla and King Kong and the Abominable Snowman all rolled into one, LoL.

Like I said, just keep trusting the Lord. It may take you YEARS to overcome it, but the Lord will not forsake you if you just keep walking with Him and trusting Him for His mercy and His grace, and keep believing that the day will eventually come when you are finally delivered.

Ok?

1 Peter 5:10
In his kindness God called you to share in his eternal glory by means of Christ Jesus. So after you have suffered a little while, he will restore, support, and strengthen you, and he will place you on a firm foundation.

It's the waiting that is so hard. I have many times where I look up, once again, all the verses about waiting on God, and cling desperately to them in hope.
 
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as i was watching the news because i wanted to be updated of what was going on since it's been a while

people got scammed,killed,arrested why is it that i do not care
who cares? i do not care about you you you and you too
but i can't figure out why and my brain is not functioning properly i am trying to figure something but there's nothing there and i do not want to think anything

i think this is called stress lol i'll stop thinking too much for the time being

If you do not want to think about anything, I think you are trying to say you can NOT think about anything. This happens to me when God puts me on a fast. I do not mean a physical fast. It is not something I do. He does it. And when He does, I cannot focus on any particular thing with my mind or my will.. This then distresses me because I cannot even meditate on His word very much or even pray much, except to sigh a lot and tell Him I miss Him and am thirsty.

One old saint I have read counsels that these times are not times that you should try to force prayer but should just submit to what God is doing in you. Sometimes in the past, God has put men into a deep sleep while He did something. I think it is sort of like that. It is difficult and distressing because you feel like you are moving away from God or that He has abandoned you because you are so awful and hateful. You feel like you are losing Him.
 
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haha i am currently stucked can't get out can't even move on because this is the most important i can only turn a blind eye and breath for a moment because of that one preachings i downloaded it on yt but the channel deleted it they did not even provide an answer for the question provided during live broadcast

the answer i came up with is salvation is only for the righteous

What was the question they asked but did not answer?
 

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I think I might understand you...
You are afraid that if you ask for help He may not give you the help you ask for and then you will stop believing in God or that He exists and lose your hope? Is that sort of what you are trying to say?
yup... it was like this all along that is why i only ask for the possible things i am really afraid he does not exist this is from the bottom of my heart i lack faith this is very sincere i can still feel the feelings

but this is not the biggest problem i have now... my biggest problem is i can't ask for help from God i can't pray because God will not hear it and if i pray i will only anger him because of my wickedness

i am one of those people who are so unrepentant sin today repent later but that repent later is truly not sincere repentance

i also am not sure if i am really one of them but it is true i am unrepentant

if i can't pray or ask God
then repenting is impossible for me for with God nothing is impossible without him how can i?
 

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Oh...this is a good one.
You will not believe me when I say this, but you are quite far ahead of the evangelical christianity of our day. They mostly cant even see that the bible is full of these seeming contradictions, making it a book of questions and riddles and befuddlements for a mans mind.
it was natural for me to see these things because truth be told i am unique i am not normal and i hate being like this because people easily misunderstood me and i also do not understand them i hate this life finally there's someone who can understand...
 

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Are you sure you are growing in impatience and hate? Maybe you are just seeing yourself more truly and accurately than you ever did before, in which case you should be happy that He is giving you more light to see what is truly in yourself and others.

If God were to want to help a man, wouldnt He first need to show the man what he truly is and what an awful state he, and the rest of the world, is in?
oh he was showing to me my true colors? because that part is truly evil at that time

he showed me my true colors and compare to thw whole world? is it?
The world is only one of your enemies. There are two more enemies that you will not escape by running to a remote place. So I dont think your plan is the best thing for you.
true lol i got cornered by them when i was there and i became even worst than before

i am still currently in hidding though hidding from people i used to know i just avoid them because it will only make me depressed even more because like i said i am abnormal and they are normal they can't understand me i can't understand them i am not welcome being with them even though they've invited me i just refuse and refuse i want to go but God knows how it feels i will only make myself even more depressed than ever and also even if i go with them it wouldn't matter it was like i am not even with them the only thing i can do is to endure till i die so depressing indeed i hate this life i just accept i am different and just accept where i belong even tho it hurts
1 Peter 5:10
In his kindness God called you to share in his eternal glory by means of Christ Jesus. So after you have suffered a little while, he will restore, support, and strengthen you, and he will place you on a firm foundation.

It's the waiting that is so hard. I have many times where I look up, once again, all the verses about waiting on God, and cling desperately to them in hope.
this is where jealousy starts God has given you this chance but i was given a tape to tape my mouth
If you do not want to think about anything, I think you are trying to say you can NOT think about anything.
no it was i do not want to think about anything because of stress at the same time i can not think about that something that i am thinking of
. This happens to me when God puts me on a fast. I do not mean a physical fast. It is not something I do. He does it. And when He does, I cannot focus on any particular thing with my mind or my will.. This then distresses me because I cannot even meditate on His word very much or even pray much, except to sigh a lot and tell Him I miss Him and am thirsty.
haha nope yours is different or maybe you are right but my reason are different but same selfish deed i have my own i am too lazy to care about your problems or i am just do not care because just like you

you are too thirsty to the point of thinking about wanting to drink and because of it you cannot focus on the word of God

i am also too stress i want a peace of mind it's too hot in here 40 degrees C how am i supposed to think about people being killed it was all about selfishness
What was the question they asked but did not answer?
it was in m4u format no video sounds only that is why if i listen again i need to listen properly i'll do a list on it and let you know and amadeus