See, I told you haven't heard anything I've said, lol. I haven't said anything one way or the other about once saved always saved. You are the angry, hard headed, dogmatic, hobby horse riding Christian that all Christians and unbelievers can't stand.
I dont ride Christians.
I discern them..
For example, is it a courage issue you have, that wont allow you to state if you believe you can lose your salvation?
There is really no need, as it really obvious.
But, if recently you have been reconsidering, then good for you.
Ither way, if you are born again, you'll end up in Heaven.
Why?
1.) all the born again go to heaven
2.) Jesus promised.....He said, the born gain HAVE Eternal Life, and that can't be undone by a bad day, or a mood swing, or some ignorant idea related to "Losing faith".