YOU are the one who should be seeking, as you yourself will be held responsible for your own lack of truly seeking and knowing Him. I was born and raised Catholic. I did not learn a thing, even in "religious instructions". It was not until later in life that by seeking Him through His word that I finally understood, BECAUSE all I wanted was Truth. And, He has shown me, finally Amen.Again 1.2 billion catholics are not taught to read the bible everyday, that said I do not put down those who see the need to.
Who cares what other denominations do...you cannot hang onto their coattails thinking all's just grand with you and The Lord. I pray for you.