So you're saying God is real based solely on what you've proven to yourself. By that logic you can prove anything to yourself.I have always known God was real. And I have had many encounters with God in my life. I don't have to try and believe. I believe.
The Bible is not there to prove to you anything. The Bible is for the man of God. (2 Tim. 3:17) So, it is no surprise you get nothing from it.
God is not interested in proving Himself to you.
Stranger