@Job
I know ur not rejecting God.
I also know that water analogy wasn't a great one...it shouldn't have
been about blaming...rather more about ifs and conditions...if the water this and that, then....same with God if He this and that ...then...
When it's all about you and your own desire. Hard one for me to explain what I mean well, sorry.
Something about praying on tongues...a healer could pray for a person's kidneys to be healed.
But, if they pray in tongues, whispering for no one to hear...the prayer goes past
the mind and is from spirit to spirit..unconsciously to you..and could be asking for their kidneys and all the specific underlying causes, including psychological things to be healed by name...as I see it and have read in different places.
If a person has to make a presentation...he can pray everything goes well.
But, if they prayed in tongues...an example could be instead of going well...it
goes super well on levels the person would never have imagined!
Is it a necessity, no.
I'm writing this as an fyi to anyone reading, we all want to understand this thing
more.
This is my take that has helped me with this gift that kinda just happened to me...I
was dragged to a church at 7 pm on a Thurs ( with a smile, "Ok, I'll go..") and it all just unfolded.