. Any suffering for you is a martyr complex.
What you posted, is Not true. (again)
@Episkopos ...The martyr complex is your posted self identifying trait, whereby a person persistently carries out = self-sacrificing behaviors,.. and that is your Core Theology....
You just posted it again. and you'll post it more.
Listen, Jesus was nailed to the Tree so that you can have The Grace of God.
You dont have to chase your self righteous works to try to prove to God, anything.
@Episkopos .
See, God saves SINNERS, and made them as Righteous As He is, .. = not based on our works, but only based on the finished work of Jesus on the Cross.
When Jesus said, "IT is finished" just before He died on The Cross, His is stating that our Salvation is assured, as JESUS IS : Salvation.
You dont need to worry your little head about finding some hardship to try to perform, so that you can feel that you are growing spiritually.
Yoiu can stop now, as that does not work.. as that is RELIGION, and nothing more.
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Listen,
its God'd Grace and revelation knowledge, and our walk of faith, daily,..... that will show us, teach us, and lead us. and grow us...
I'll tell you a gospel truth....
You can grow more, regarding spiritual growth, by just reading Paul's Epistles for a month, 2x a day, at the same time, every day, then you will ever achieve by 20 yrs of wearing yourself out trying to "be like Christ" while being stuck here.... Hebrews 6:1
Thats a FACT., Reader.
God has a Life map for us ..... Paul refers to this as our "course", and at the end of His life Paul told us..>"I have finished my Course"...
And, All true Believers, are on their own course, and sometimes its difficult, and sometimes its frustrating, and sometimes its long lasting and not in a way that feels good .
Then..... there are the days of amazing Grace, when its just GOOD and GOOD and GOOD., and this can be years.
So...All of this, is our "course", and all True Believers are on it till we are raptured, or until we finish it, or DIE.