Hello K9Claire, I am glad that you have come back to God, I pray that you will have a wonderful life with our wonderful God. I am sorry to hear about the mental illnesses that you are going through. The good news is, you can be free from them. Read Matthew 8: 2--17, It is all about healing, and v 17 says, "That it might be fulfilled which was spoken by Isaiah the prophet, saying, Jesus took our infirmities, and bare our sicknesses.also 1 Peter 2:24, says,"By thes tripes of Jesus, we were healed" note, "Were" is past tense. just as we believe that Jesus took our sins, we can also believe that He took our sicknesses.In Matthew 8: 2--3, A leper said to Jesus, "I know that you have the power to heal, but I want to know, are you willing?". Jesus said, "I WILL" I like what one Bible says about this account in mark 1: 40--42, "Jesus felt sorry for him and said, I want to"Jesus wants everyone healed. One of the greatest reavelations I ever got was, God is not a resecter of people. "About 11 times the Bible says that. That means, What He has done for one, He will do for all. if we believe. A lot of Christians are still waiting for God to come and heal them, God is waiting for us to receive our healing,Salvation is a gift, the Holy Ghost is a gift and healing is a gift, all these have already been given, take the Holy Ghost is anstance, In Acts 1:4, Jesus said the Holy Ghost is a promise, and people today are still waiting for Jesus to fulfill that promise, so they have waiting meeting, where they wait -&-wait-to be filled with the Holy Ghost, But on the day of Pentecost, The Holy Ghost was given, Now Peter says, in Acts 2:38, "You will receive the gift of the Holy Ghost" It is no more a promise, it is a gift that has been given, just like salvation, and healing is the same princible. But gifts have to be received by faith.I pray that you will receive this in the way it was given [Out of a love to see you, and all people healed]