Are you sure you are growing in impatience and hate? Maybe you are just seeing yourself more truly and accurately than you ever did before, in which case you should be happy that He is giving you more light to see what is truly in yourself and others.
If God were to want to help a man, wouldnt He first need to show the man what he truly is and what an awful state he, and the rest of the world, is in?
oh he was showing to me my true colors? because that part is truly evil at that time
he showed me my true colors and compare to thw whole world? is it?
The world is only one of your enemies. There are two more enemies that you will not escape by running to a remote place. So I dont think your plan is the best thing for you.
true lol i got cornered by them when i was there and i became even worst than before
i am still currently in hidding though hidding from people i used to know i just avoid them because it will only make me depressed even more because like i said i am abnormal and they are normal they can't understand me i can't understand them i am not welcome being with them even though they've invited me i just refuse and refuse i want to go but God knows how it feels i will only make myself even more depressed than ever and also even if i go with them it wouldn't matter it was like i am not even with them the only thing i can do is to endure till i die so depressing indeed i hate this life i just accept i am different and just accept where i belong even tho it hurts
1 Peter 5:10
In his kindness God called you to share in his eternal glory by means of Christ Jesus. So after you have suffered a little while, he will restore, support, and strengthen you, and he will place you on a firm foundation.
It's the waiting that is so hard. I have many times where I look up, once again, all the verses about waiting on God, and cling desperately to them in hope.
this is where jealousy starts God has given you this chance but i was given a tape to tape my mouth
If you do not want to think about anything, I think you are trying to say you can NOT think about anything.
no it was i do not want to think about anything because of stress at the same time i can not think about that something that i am thinking of
. This happens to me when God puts me on a fast. I do not mean a physical fast. It is not something I do. He does it. And when He does, I cannot focus on any particular thing with my mind or my will.. This then distresses me because I cannot even meditate on His word very much or even pray much, except to sigh a lot and tell Him I miss Him and am thirsty.
haha nope yours is different or maybe you are right but my reason are different but same selfish deed i have my own i am too lazy to care about your problems or i am just do not care because just like you
you are too thirsty to the point of thinking about wanting to drink and because of it you cannot focus on the word of God
i am also too stress i want a peace of mind it's too hot in here 40 degrees C how am i supposed to think about people being killed it was all about selfishness
What was the question they asked but did not answer?
it was in m4u format no video sounds only that is why if i listen again i need to listen properly i'll do a list on it and let you know and amadeus